Monday, April 2, 2012
Hmmm im forced to update ~ tsktsktsk ! so i'm here again lol ~ well i don't have much to write so i will just squeeze whatever i can think of out ba ~ kinda looking forward to the 3 days break ever since i had a 4 day break last week :x 3 days more ^^
going to attachment seems to have become a habit ba haha like a daily routine now that it's gonna end im now worried on what i'm gonna do on the last day for them shall prepare everything this weekend ba and hope that they like it? since they are so nice to me haha :)
everyday work confirm sian de :x no1 talk to lol as in sms with ~ talk with auntie and colleague also will sian de LOL :P well today talked about perfume then i say that girl colleague de perfume smell damn strong then i kena shoot :x that girl never come to work also then tio shoot say i interested LOL which i'm completely not hahahaha ~
Today was quite enjoyable though :x chatted around 1 hour then time passed quite fast sian 2moro they going try matchmake liao hoseh hope is joking only i seriously don't want lol i don't even talk much to that girl lol haha ~
Hmmm shall visit that new mall jcube soon heard that it's nice somemore its at je haha everyday oso go pass that new mall otw to work :P
Hmmm U yesterday injured your leg again ~ aiyo ! next time before going dance bring everything all the weapons go to protect yourself ! tsk ! fully protect yourself ! don't want keep see you injured your leg ! your leg so beautiful ! keep injured somemore ! tsk ! MUST TAKE CARE LA !
Kz going watch abit drama then going rest liao :P this post abit short la but i squeezed everything out liao :x haha
Annyeong ~
Posted at 9:13 PM
Saturday, March 24, 2012
kz im back here updating again ^^ this time U never remind me but i came here to update :P sooooooooo good right? ^^
Well today ma ~ went out and woke up early and went out to bball ~ gosh ~ tired sia now but so long since i played liao soooooooo never mind ba :P haha
Played till afternoon then went for lunch then someone sms me ask me when going her house ~ after that played awhile but tooooooooooo hot tsk so went pass noob the hello kitty case 2 and get my case ^^ noob say nice jiu nice arh ~~ i trust her ^^ BUT can help me buy 1 more? :x cause scared later GG again like old de :( can can? ^^ please ~~ haha ^^ see dao nice nice de really help me buy one kkkkkk? :(
Well don't know why just now when go noob house mood abit affected then wasnt soooooooo idk happy? :( then was not good at talking what i want ask all forgot ! :( sorry !
After that went back to bball but coz toooooo freaking hot OMG think i got sun burnt ! :( like that don't know monday go work how liao :( MOSQUITO :( well moving on ~ changed go other place ~ then noob finished the sushi ~ then talked till halfway ask mi wan go take from her ~ sooooooooooooooo somemore got time limit de wor ~ sooooooooooo well walked fast to get it LOL when reached le getting the sushi that time saw noob de fingers all got cuts :( aiyo ! you arh ! must take good care of those pretty hands la !!! TSK !! don't like it get damaged with cuts kkkkkkkkkkk??!! MUST TAKE GOOD CARE !!! Be MORE and VERY careful !! THOSE HANDS AND FINGERS ARE PRECIOUS AND PRICELESS DE HOR NO MONEY CAN BUY AND REPLACE DE LEH TSK MUST TAKE GREAT CARE DE HOR TSK !! up till now still don't know why your thumb bleed !! tsktsk ! aiyoyo !
After got the sushi went back ate a few well ~~~ i got 10 ONLY !! ~ LOL :P TSK !! so eat a few told noob nice already don't believe !! TSK !! REALLY IS NICE DE OK?!!! VERY VERY VERY NICE !! played awhile more then too tired arh so went home ~~
Reached le home asked dad eat he say nice ~~ SEEE !!! now can believe le or not?!! tsktsktsk ! kept SOME for mum to eat and well what you think she say? tsk ! she say nice !!! TSK !!! U still scared not nice when all say nice ! tsk ! what you make / cook CONFIRM nice de la !!! don't worry le kkkkkkkkkkk? ^^
Reformatted lappy cause tooooooooooooo lag liao keep hang :( tsktsk ! delete stuff until soooooooo slow tsk but finally done now so can blog ^^ haha !
U should be dancing now :( Jiayou !! and enjoy arh !! ^^ i know confirm xinku but U confirm can de ^^
Still want eat more of YOUR sushi sia ~~~~~~~~~~~~ but no more liao :( tsktsk ! really missed it sia ~~~~~ make often la ~~~ tsk ! kz i today write VERY long right?! tsk ! seriously is very Very VEry VERy VERY long lor !! tsk ! i very good right?! ^^ write till sooooooooooo long ~ haha ! should be happy with this length de post le right?!?!?! i did my best ! but no la just keep writing coz think dao alot of things to write haha ^^
Well type and type keyboard at 1st typing got problem but type till halfway become ok le ^^ haha ! keyboard see me toooooooo good le then make it ok so i can type better and easier ^^
haha kz ~ U enjoy this very Very VEry VERy VERY LONG post arh ~~ ^^
Annyeong ^^
Posted at 9:21 PM
Friday, March 23, 2012
kz im back again ~ ^^ i wont write idk what will happen arh ~ :P you tell me leh? :P haha !
Didn't update this few days well com keyboard problem again but more should be because lazy ba haha coz i now keyboard also spoil but typing coz of U ~~ tsktsk !
Well this few days nothing much also just keep work and work praying weekends to come :) then now finally come le :P
This whole week so many people MC but i so guai never MC myself :P haha i realise the lesser people in my department the more slack i am :P haha this week passed quite fast also im left with 3 weeks ! :) half more to go ~~~~~~~~~~~ i can de haha :x if cannot i also dk what to do :x
Today soooo nothing do till i was sooooooooooooooo bored ! no one to talk to :( so sian but well never mind arh managed to survived in the end haha ^^
Hmmmmmmmmm sorry !! my brain going dead i dk what to write :( gonna be a very short post will make up de one day ! tsk :P don scold mi arh !! i tried my best liao ~~~~~~
Almost forgot :P Thanks for helping me buy the cover arh ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ^^ Xie Xie Ni ^^ Well that's all ~
Annyeong ^^
Posted at 9:18 PM
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Shall update first since now nothing do scared later doing thing then no time update haha ~
Not really in the mood cause my ex contact mi out of a sudden and ask me go seminar with her this fri i said i not free she ask me sat .. seriously i don't want go what seminar with u la aiyo but feel bad rejecting so shall say nt free ba .. if not i also dk what to do .. lol
Some people stay further away from them the better ~ distant them better for oneself :)
Feel so sian argh forget it ~ haha hmm let's see thanks arh for buying cover for me ~ U shld know who you are ~ THANKS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~ :D but u took sooooooooooooo long then finally realise what i meant ! tsktsktsk ! U arh tsktsktsk ! but thanks :) haha
Everyday kena mosquito sting aiyo sian hands all covered with those bites from mosquito :( sian everyday go work like provided FOC blood for the mosquito there :(
Lecturer today came workplace then bomb me question till i stun LOL ! BUT luckily the remarks were good la haha so nothing happen :P
Early morning woke up and decided to check results all pass no need forward thank god ! but the marks cui like .. but never mind ! Thanks to those who encouraged me ! :) it really means something ! thanks jie also ! thought dk why your marks got worse also LOL haha
Kz that's all ba can be counted write alot le for a workday de post haha !
Annyeong ^^
Posted at 8:21 PM
Monday, March 19, 2012
Well not going to write much just hope that i pass all my modules when i see my results when i wake tomorrow please all pass kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk? :) ok that's all all the best and good luck to myself ^^
Feeling abit sick now like feverish hope it's not because of the mosquito that bite me is a dengue mosquito haha hope nope well going rest soon ~ ^^
Annyeong ~ ^^
Posted at 9:01 PM
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Hmm feel like writing a post for a friend that i just know for around 2 weeks ba haha ever since my attachment start then i know de ~ though that person wont read this but write for fun ba haha
Thanks arh for entertaining me when im bored LOL cause we only talk from mon to fri HAHA :x after that uncontactable liao ~
Ok that's all i wanna write :x LOL so short nia but well i wouldn't know her if she didn't come talk to me that she saw me in msia when i 1st went there haha she's my coursemate and never even talked one word until she came talking to me that she saw me in msia guess we wouldn't even talk unless she came talking to me 1st haha then when attachment time jiu will talk le haha
but really thanks arh for clearing my boredom at work but not only her practically i talk with all of the classmates doing attachment cause all are bored HAHA LOL :P so should be thanking all my friends for attachment not only her ~ well i treat her like a jie arh if SOMEONE misunderstand aiyo ~
kz just a short post for today cause 2moro need work again haiz gonna rest early ~
Annyeong ^^
Posted at 9:29 PM
i'm tired ~ but looks like i HAVE to update i don think i have much of a choice arh if not 23:59 again :x tsk !
kz ~ 2day went to relative house since my cousin ask her mum to cook and invite all of us over just to have a gathering soooooooooooo went ~ LOL at home nothing do also but well go there also nothing do like until 7 plus ~ 5 plus reach watch tv dao 7 plus until more people come ~ it's been so long since i watched tv for such a long time thus can see that i'm really bored like mad LOL :x hate to be first one to reach confirm sian de leh :P
Was like sooooooooooo hungry when 6 plus but then no food yet until 7 finally can eat so happy haha :P then 1 by 1 relatives came ~ my aunt cooked alot wor ~ eat dao so food haha even the SUSHI my cousin ordered no slot to put in liao ~ the beancurd also ~ seriously eat toooooooooooo much just now ~ now stomach like got abit of problem liao HAHA :x tan chi de xai chang ~
Well watched kpop de stuff chatted with cousin but no matter how the tv volume increase the adult de talking voice like always overpower tv de voice de sia tsk want hear them sing and perform also hard !
My aunt saw my case and asked me what happen to it lol cny still so clean now behind suddenly so dirty :x sian the stupid freaking chemicals ! argh ! my reply seriously make my cousin and aunt abit in awe HAHA ! :P well kinda true though haha ~
Dad had abit stomach problem so went home at around 10.30 then cabbed home then when i pay since dad and mum went down 1st then fare 10.85 i give $10 note to driver 1st then want clear coins then he told me not even money never mind i'm like wts i so sian jitao take out another $10 give him -.- argh !
Afternoon U shocked me when say kena molest make me so worried but in the end is your cousin do de ! walao seriously ! so worried U know?! tsk !
Then night pain still dance ! aiyo ! tsk ! COLD stuff eat alot somemore ! tsk ! you good arh ! YOU GOOD !
kz i think i write alot 2day like seriously alot ! long enough de post right?! tsk !
Kz Annyeong ^^
Posted at 12:08 AM
Thursday, March 15, 2012
wanted to skip updating today but i guess i didnt haha coz my hands still swollen and abit pain arh haha :) i blame myself for only injecting abit of the solvent in though should have inject in everything then i wont be here typing le haha how great would that be ? ~ i would be in a far away place now :D watching over u ^^ LOL ok stop this 1st ~
Hope you feel better le and hope u cheered up le :) i don't really know what happen coz u didn't told me i guess you are right that nothing i can do arh haha quite limited to the things i can do ba haha hope your leg better le? has it become better? tell me if got recover le or not k? hope it recovers soon :)
Kz next shall say about the how stupid i got to inject needle into my own hand ~ was thinking about some thoughts ~ distracted totally didn't notice and forgot i got the needle in my right hand and poke ~ needle went into right hand near the thumb thn even better solvent went in abit n blood flow out like free flow de gloves all covered in blood then i took off the glove coz auntie ask me faster go wash now so i went to the basin i on water wash my hand then blood continue to flow out like mad then i'm like so fascinated watching water washing off the blood as blood flow out like mad from my hand LOL :X i just stand there and keep staring as blood come out doing nothing LOL then auntie come see say faster apply pressure ! u already lost so much blood ! if not your blood wont stop coming out ! then she apply pressure to my hand then blood finally stop coming out of my hand LOL haha guess i really don't care if my blood all flow out or not haha must have lost quite some blood just now :x haha never mind ~
K ~ i talk about hand story until type dao so long haha ~ boss 2moro gonna treat whole department to lunch abit nervous and worried sia ~ oh well ~ what's coming will come haha ~ kz 2day quite long post hor ! haha
Annyeong ~ ^^
Posted at 9:22 PM
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Gosh damn suey chemical spill dao lab coat then phone cover kena sian la ! :( hope noob can find dao something nice for me :x
Kz ~ give me a time machine ~ addicted to time machine haha ~ well there are alot of things that i would do with a time machine ba BUT i think only 1 matter matters the most and if given 1 chance to use time machine confirm choose that to change that haha but well funnily it isn't to change my stuff but someone else haha which is u :) what i want change hmmmmm haha don't want type out but ~ u wan no can ask me i will tell u :) haha ~
Ok ~ really hope can faster get a cover to replace this but doubt will throw this away haha :) 2 more days to weekend ~ weekend faster come ~~ :( and 20th march will be the moment of truth :) whether i survive or not depends on that day de results le haha :) whether times up or not that day will know ~
Weekend meeting cousins ~ cause going relative house haha is a great time to relax after mon to fri de work haha :P
OK ~ Sorry pretty noob ~ short post again ^^ Tired ~ HAHA :P
Annyeong ~ ^^
Posted at 8:38 PM
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
I'm back again ~ to prevent another 23:59 ~ today was sick so went to see doctor get mc so can don't go work ~ but many people all keep think i fake go get mc then can pon work arh ~ never mind think what they think i don't really care arh haha ^^
Waited soooooo long for the doctor 1 hour sia :x but never mind arh since i get to rest for a day i don't really mind but then i'm still sick sia haha haven recover yet i 2moro need go back to work liao never mind arh never mind don't recover also can ~ it's ok de arh HAHA LOL don't know why i'm like never mind everything today :x maybe sick la don't like to care much :x recover better HAHA
But then the medicine doesn't seem to work leh :x never mind going to eat SOON ! HAHA ! ok ~ let's see someone give me number 2day LOL play the draw thing play dao give me number rofl ~
Hmmmmmm ~ shall wear the snsd shirt go work 2moro ~ seems abit girly sia :x walao ~ but never mind i SHALL wear it !!!!! ^^ today rest at home rest dao so shuang think should be enough to get me to survive from wednesday till friday le !! I CAN DO IT !!
Seriously this post ALOT of never mind ~ HAHA :P never mind ~ LOL used to typing it can le :P
Kz !! i shall go eat medi liao ~ sorry to the noob again for posting such a SHORT post ! Please BLAME me !! ^^ LOL ok ~ medicine time ~ then eat le confirm make mi drowsy so will rest early haha ~ K !!
Waiting to add on something ~ suddenly have the urge :x you are the only one i will ever have in my heart for the rest of my living years :) no one can enter it anymore it's fully occupied with only you and that dream of mine will come true one day and i will strive my best and do whatever it can to try and make it come true :) It will happen one day ! i know it will :) i believe in it :) k !!
Annyeong ~ ^^
Posted at 8:09 PM
Monday, March 12, 2012
Kz im here again to avoid 23:59 again but really leh why make this rule arh? tsk sometimes i nothing to update or no mood update jiu will kena the 23:59 sia can remove ma noob? please? :(
so yea dreaded most the day came and the whole monday to friday started again .. boring sia :( tomorrow should be going see doctor then get MC arh but just nw mum n dad walao never mind dw say .. seriously health more important or shit attachment? screw it ..
never mind moving on yesterday you hurt your leg again tsk ! heart pain leh !! you arh please take better care of urself ! if not i come take care of u ! tsk take good care of the leg and let it recover soon !! tsktsktsk ! take all the necessary thing apply medi and so on ! dance can dance but u ur body MORE IMPORTANT ! don't dance dao body don't care hor ! tsk ! ok?! take good care of yourself !!
tsk k i'm kinda tired so i end this damn short liao ~ cause i'm getting nagged by parents cause they find out i went malaysia tmd then now kpkb -.- zzzzz fcuk it
Annyeong
Posted at 8:50 PM
Saturday, March 10, 2012
K updating if not 23:59 comes again ~ i said were upload photo of the soft toy guess im abit lazy that can come abit later ba haha :)
Now today went msia sms noob before and after but as expected no replies 23:59 ma ~ expected well went msia quite jammed when moving there lol
Went there exchanged 50 sg dollar :x came back left 4 msia dollar LOL
really anyhow spend :x buy poster buy a shirt which i feel like posting the pic but toooooooo lazy :x then do this do that no money le HAHA !
seriously i anyhow spend de lor :x spend dao almost no money take cab back to custom later stuck there LOL
Next time i go i will spend lesser and on more useful stuff !! tsk ~
Passport left with friend put with him forget take back sian nia 2moro gonna get it back liao :x
DK WHAT TO WRITE LE LEH !
Short post again i guess :P LOL :x
ahh ya my specs like giving me probs sia take off le so foggy like cannot see anything sian .. what to do ~~~
ARGH after 2moro work again !! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !! enjoy tomorrow ! tsk k !
Oh ya about yesterday that status !
Here's the reason and conversation !
Me : Ehh i think i lost the sample you passed me just now :x sorry !
Supervisor : Nevermind de la ! i guess? since got so many samples here missing 1 don't really matter de?
Me : LOL !! Ok ! you say de arh ! haha
TSK !! WHAT YOU GO THINK SIA?! :( then -.- me ! tsk !
kz ! brain like no power think liao !
update SOON again !
Annyeong ! ^^
Posted at 10:05 PM
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
三寸天堂 一念执着
This post only lyrics bottom de then is today de post :)
停在这里不敢走下去
让悲伤无法上演
下一页
你亲手写上的离别
由不得我拒绝
这条路我们走得太匆忙
拥抱着并不真实的欲望
来不及等不及回头欣赏
木兰香遮不住伤
不再看天上太阳透过云彩的光
不再找
约定了的天堂
借不到的三寸日光。
不再叹你说过的人间世事无常
不再看天上太阳透过云彩的光
不再找
约定了的天堂
不再叹你说过的人间世事无常
借不到的三寸日光。
那天堂是我爱过你的地方
一眼之念 一念执着
注定就此 飞蛾扑火
明知是祸 为何还不知所措
最好不见 最好不念
如此才可不与你相恋
多一步的擦肩 就步步沦陷
是时间的过错 让我们只能错过
早知道是苦果 这一刻也不想逃脱
我多想念 你多遥远
可惜这字眼太刺眼 两个世界之后
是时间的过错 我们只能错过
我多么想念 你有多么遥远
早知道结局是不能抗拒的错
停留在这一刻
只好 情深 缘浅
Posted at 9:42 PM
K gonna update since today work was better i guess? haha and 2 interesting conversation though lol
K let's start with a complaint SERIOUSLY my hands are gonna get very rough if everything make me wash this and that leh supervisor ! IDW ROUGH N CRUMBLED HANDS TYVM !
Next ~ Interesting Conversation 1
Boss : You got gf?
Me : No?
Boss : Why no? Why never go find 1?
Me : No one wants
Boss : LOL haha
Interesting conversation 2
Lab auntie : you got smoke?
Me : No
Lab auntie : Got drink?
Me : No
Lab auntie: Got gamble?
Me : No
Lab auntie : Got gf?
Me : No
Lab senior : recommend someone you know for him?
Lab auntie : No need la he can find himself de, he got his own taste
Me : Haha yea ! No need de :x
Seems the whole day question from random conversations ends up with whether i got gf or not lol haha ok that's all i guess :x nothing much to post ~ tired ~
Noob arh chill saw ur fb as i was typing this relax k? whatever your parents or whom say one ear in one ear out RELAX !! Chill !! AIYO !!!!! anything tell me !! or talk to me about it !! tsk !!
K annyeong !!
Posted at 8:28 PM
Monday, March 5, 2012
Seriously this year is such a bad year for me no luck at all .. nothing good has happened so far all are bad that are happening nothing good happened and doubt so will ba maybe all luck went to 1 thing and if it do and that 1 thing really did come true i will happy for life !! no regrets for having no luck for other stuff haha but i do wonder if i can make it through if i can't i will just take the short cut haha well it's not even half a year so yea if you hear that i died don't be surprised or i went insane haha !!
Firstly apologies to noob for well yea just now lose temper guess getting my deserts now since you not replying my sms. Well yea guess it's not my problem wanting to know what's with you and and that xiao qiang so well yea i try my best not to ask anymore in the future uh. Seems like he knows more of your stuff than me cause you tell him and not me? and you two seems so long uh hahaha well seems like im jealous but well yea i really am oh well can't be help i guess
Moving on today was the first day of attachment they are good and nice to me but i don't like i just seem pissed at there dk why also well there's a idk hw old de girl colleague there seem closest to my age haha
Well i'm very tired today so i'm gonna keep it short ba lol at first gonna post the soft toy pic and write something about it but too lazy so i'm gonna post the pic and dedicate a post for it think it's worthy it ba haha
Keyboard problem back again lol anyway the last part is kinda private cause it's kinda personal only me myself and i know concerning my family so i'm just gonna star the words except the 1st few ba lol
It's better ** ******** **** *** ********** **** *** **** ******** **** ** **** . *** *** **** ********** ** **** . *** * **** *** ***** **** *** *** ****** **** *** ***** . *** ****** *** ** **** *** . *** *** *** ? haha
Well that's all
Annyeong ~
Posted at 7:13 PM
Saturday, March 3, 2012
Can Successfully and confirm say that no one in this world understands me ^^ there be no one who will as i myself cannot even understand myself hahaha :)
Posted at 12:43 AM
I suddenly don't know for what reasons don't know why .. don't feel like trusting anyone .. nevermind maybe im having pms or some sort but recently i just dk alot of things no reasons no ans for most of the things ..
I just feel that i can only trust myself and be a loner .. i don't want to .. who can i trust? i hope its like pms and go away i don wanna have this feeling ..
Posted at 12:29 AM
Friday, March 2, 2012
Since my post can make the noob smile / laugh i don mind writing it everyday but eyes going close so i guess i will keep it short :x
OK ~ Today woke up early to buy beancurd ~ first went buy soooooooo i got abit lost otw LOL ~ FIRST TIME sooooooo its NORMAL NOT NOOB ~ tsk ok then bought for family and noob ~
The queue well its ok just know kiasu people are the best ~~ LOL
K ~ After that went home ~ Cool down abit and went find noob then wapiang walking to bus stop jiu rain for me tsk ! well got abit drenched then went to her house ~ she SAY very noisy BUT BUT BUT SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CLEAN !!!! TSK !!!
Paased noob her HELLO KITTY and the beancurd ~ At first don't want let mi go in :( but went in to avoid flooding my clothes :x Got a tour around the house LOL but cannot go into her room tsktsktsk !! then cardboard only can open half LOL tsktsktsk !!
K next went to my frenz ~ walked around nex like seriously more eat shops then shop to shop LOL :x hope NOOB understand what i just wrote :P tsk k then ate and went home really first and last time i will probably go there :x
Thanks noob for the charger ~ No that and i confirm no batt ~ Now charging it for you ~ ^^
Gonna go find her tomorrow and pass her back also ~ tsk
K lastly sorry i didn't meant to be just very sorry :( forgive me kk? :( I know this totally my fault im sry :(
Eyes closing gonna fall aslp soon :x haha
Annyeong ~
Posted at 11:15 PM
Thursday, March 1, 2012
At first didn't feel like blogging but well for don't know some reasons i still come blog lol
K the following aren't referring to you and i really really REALLY don't want you misunderstand :)so don misunderstand kk? haha u can skip this 1st part ^^
Seriously i don't really care le ba .. From what i saw .. i'm just disappointed in you my friend .. though we may not have know for very long but yea you are my friend so i guessed i did tried to help you but it seems you yourself are pushing your into the pit when others and i are trying to prevent you from falling in from what i see and the way you talk to .... you are just asking for it .. don't blame on anyone when one fine days something happened .. i did warned u .. i don't know .. even though it doesn't take much energy or time to help or care for a friend in need .. i don't wanna help or give a damn liao .. because you are just freaking asking for it -.- ok end enough saying ..
K ~ I'm tired :x today went school play badminton with friends play dao so tired haha i must b getting old? tsk !
Did the introduction letter and it's sooooooooooo freaking hard and long and not to mention BORING !!!
Well something interesting did happen haha a girl from another class randomly come talk to me in fb saying she saw mi ytd in msia n keep talking when i never talk to her before :x ok nvm ~ don't care also haha !
Bad thing is NOOB NEVER HAD FUN OR ENJOY WHEN SHE WENT OUT !! TSK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AIYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ~~~~~~~
K 99.99% will meet her tomorrow and pass the HELLO KITTY erm sleeve and the if not nice blame me de beancurd which i'm going to buy tomorrow ^^ ~~ TSK !! PROVIDED she don't last minute or what ps me ! tsk !!
Hmmm Hope not la :( kz too tired brain almost dead but i did blog ~~ tsk kz
blog again soon ~~ ^^
Annyeong !!
Posted at 9:56 PM
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Have alot of things to say out but don't know where to throw out to ..
Gonna explode soon enough or wait or i'm already exploded lol ..
Seriously someone just stab me? kill me?
Should have just gone and get killed in malaysia just now lol
Living feel like torture to me .. Don't know what i'm living for totally ..
The feeling that are torturing me .. i don even know where they come from ..
The anger .. The sadness .. The everything ..
Like all feeling inside me are being experienced at the same time damn pain ..
Argh .. What in the world am i being like this sia ..
TOTALLY NO REASON AND FOR ME TO BE LIKE THIS AND I'M LIKE THAT ..
ARGH JUST ******* KILL ME LA
Posted at 11:40 PM

JAJANG !!! ~~ TSK Nice ma?!! ^^ Haha :D Hope you like it arh NOOB !! ^^ Do use it? haha !! Just hope you like it can le !! ^^ Kz as for more info ~ Read the post i blogged ba ^^ Just below nia haha !! KK ~~ ^^
Posted at 9:57 PM
Your smile shines the brightest of the all ^^

Ok ~~~ I'm back from malaysia ~~ HAHA ^^ everything went well haha :) ok ~ i ate this sooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice haha !!
K next we booked tickets for the movie then since still got alot of time left before movie went to shop around sooooooooooooooooo i wanted to buy something for the NOOB tsk !! well wherever i go ~ or when she's always weighing on my mind ^^ so yea looked for something to buy for her and then i found a shop :P
At first wanted to buy a purse for her but i didn't changed enough malaysia money for it tsk !!! and well its a HELLO KITTY purse ~~~~ tsk !!!
Then i saw sales of backpack bag then i remember the noob say she want to buy a backpack bag so i went to look around there are SOOOOO many kinds tsk till i DON'T KNOW what she will like tsk !!
I will go back this few days so if u want de hua i can help you look and buy for you de arh noob later tell me arh ~~~ kk? ^^ haha
SOOOOOO I continued to look around and i finally decided on what to buy for the noob ~~ won't say 1st HAHA !! TSK !! BUT WELL ~ u confirm already saw the picture cause i will be posting it above this post sooooooooooooo you confirm know le so i seem like an idiot talking like this !!! TSK
And yea ~ Noob arh i hope u will like it? haha ^^ hope u wont don like it? :x it may not be as well idk as good as that bracelet ba but the thought that counts? LOL :P
idk though ~ since u like HELLO KITTY soooooooo i bought this for you? ^^
LOL sia talking about this can fill up so many words so i guess this is gonna be a long post !! ^^
I promise i will buy a HELLO KITTY purse for you ^^ if u want one? ^^ haha and i hope you will use what i bought for you today ~~ ^^ TSK SEE i so good !!! Go Malaysia also got think of you and buy things for you !! TSK !!!
K la ~ i buy this for you also not to brag i'm good or what :) just wanna cheer you up and idk :)
Sooooo ~ Moving on with the story of the trip ~ I saw finish the movie ate dinner and take bus went home LOL !! Nice summary by me ^^ HAHA :P
Hope you can help fun with seet going out tomorrow and enjoy ^^ haha
Your happiness most important ^^
Kz see i everyday got post then when can remove the 23:59 thing neh noob?! TSK !
Time go post the picture in the next post ~~
Annyeong !! :D
Posted at 9:43 PM
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
K time to blog ~ As i don't kinda want the 23:59 thing to happen again :x lol so i guess i must be more hardworking abit arh ~ LOL
Eyes are tired from the continuous playing of games today lol whole day play games never even sleep much :P
Argh just sneeze wonder who cursed me ~ Oh well tomorrow need go sch to settle some attachment stuff which is like SOOOOOOOOOO MAFAN tsk !! then after that i'm off to malaysia haha ~~ ^^
First time going though ever since i became sensible i guess? :x unless i'm well still not sensible la !
But i don't know why i just have a bad feeling hmmmmm never mind .. at most perished or something in malaysia ? lol well it's ok ~ haha
What must come will come i admit to fate ~ haha Hmmm seriously my life at home like boring only make me have nothing to even to type to update at all ! tsk oh well ~ going take some malaysia money from dad ba :x lol or should i exchange my own tomorrow? :x
Anyway tomorrow the malaysia trips even my parents also won't know since i will be back home early ba if i do make it back to singapore in one piece? haha if not well too bad? haha
Hmmmmmmmmm got a feeling will get scolded or something ~ but well i don't know :x just don't want to stay home ba :x haha no one ask me out ~ no one to go out with also ~ sad ~ :(
ARGH !!! WHY LEG SO ITCHY !! HANDS ALSO SO ITCHY !!! OMG !!! :(
Well guess tomorrow afternoon onwards till night will not be contactable ba haha since i'm gonna off my phone :x but it's ok since no one will contact also !! haha silent phone ~~ Hope everything goes well tomorrow ^^
Countdown : 5 more days ~
Well hope i can spend it well and meaningfully ~ ^^
Today was wasted day totally wasted lol tomorrow will be better !! ^^
Kz ~ Time to update tomorrow ~ haha with malaysia updates ba :)
Hope it will be longer as i realise today de VERY SHORT !! LOL
Annyeong !! ~
Posted at 9:42 PM
Monday, February 27, 2012
Finally ended ~
K shall blog since i don't wanna get ignored by noob again :x this punishment is the worse lor :(
Anyway today is the last paper yay ~ ok don need high myself ~ nw exams end nothing to do liao but next monday jiu attachment BORING ~~~~
No exams boring get exams got things do jiu stress and sian !! walao ~~~~ tsk !!
Hmm shall go malaysia on wed ba haha need smuggle go parents don allow wts ~~~ opps **** *** **** ok ~
Holidays ~ huat arh ~ bored LOL scared of results sian ~ forget it party 1st results erm don't care for now !! HAHA ~
Sian the noob is still nt toking to me :( well my fault ba ~ serve me right hmmm ok today the paper don't know easy or hard but ok ba lol
Now playing drawing game realise my drawing cui like LOL ~ :x
Hmmm should reflect ba ~ Never blog tio noob like that should reflect should reflect on the errors !! OK ~ 2 words !! MY FAULT !!
Last 2 days really nothing to blog lol unless i blog about what i study !! :x
I feel like what i'm writing today like boring only like no substance de TSK
Oh ya ~ cut hair liao ~ like no cut leh :x like no difference de :(
Wonder how to spend my this week of holidays before attachment haha hmmm shall plan ~ shall plan ~ ^^ don't wanna waste it haha since i only got like 6 days of holidays :(
Wonder what's the noob doing ~ Wonder where she is ~ Wonder she happy or nt ~ haha ~ i'm still under punishment period don't even dare sms her :( !! tsk don't know she will reply or not also :( haiz ~ wait for it to over ba ~~~ have to endure like 7 hours 13 minutes more ~~ HAIZ :( soooooooooooooooooooo long !! tsk
ok i guess i can go game dao i doze off and siao liao ^^ play dao die ~~~ weeeee ~~
K short post ba ~ BUT BUT i got write tsk !! squeeze out everything liao !! forgive me le kk? ^^ haha that's all ~
Next time blog again ~ PROBABLY SOON :P haha !!
Posted at 4:35 PM
Friday, February 24, 2012
It's been awhile ~~ i guess sooner or later i don blog i'm gonna get nagged LOL
let's start from yesterday ~ Well it's abit fail of me if you till now still don't believe my words :( HAHA BUT one day u will definitely know i never lie to you de from the past up till now and into the future ^^
Oh my i really don't want talk abt yesterday :x MATHS !!! **** *** since i promised the noob i type also wont say le !! and **** *** the teacher who set it !! WHAT KIND OF PAPER IS THIS?! NEVER EVEN TEACH !! YOU TEACH KOREA U TEST FRENCH?! AND YOU EXPECT US TO PASS?!! **** *** **** !!!!
OK !! enough ranting thinking about it just FIRES ME UP !! ~ FORGET YESTERDAY !! *THROWS AWAY*
Next !! ok today at first was going to find out company but in the end gave up ~ lazy haha !! far leh :x sooooooooo went around do this do that play this play that ~ OH YA SORRY noob not letting you follow LOL :x
Then went driving centre book FTT then at first not going find NOOB BUT then ~~~~ due to SOME reasons still went to find her in the end ^^ haha !! ^^
BUT THEN !!!!! WHEN I SAW HER !!!!! SHE TOLD ME THE FOLLOWING SENTENCE : 'don't want buy liao nothing nice' AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
LOL *sighs* i'm SPEECHLESS ~~ :x what happened next made me even more speechless ..
Noob say got a girl stare her i turn and saw a secondary school girl then that girl thought noob stare her :x well really if she wasn't so short and a secondary school kid + shes a girl i confirm won't allow her to do what she did seriously !! tsk walao clown nia ~
anyway hmm MY LOGIC = BEST LOL im ABIT and ABIT ONLY bhb when i say this but real la haha !! ^^ tsk !!
Perverts stay away la !! WALAO NOW SO MANY EVEN MY BRAIN CANNOT TAKE IT !!! TSK **** *** Well i really did what i promise leh noob !! tsk !!
AND I WILL MAKE CASE CLEAN DE !! TSK !!
Choosing DP for noob now ~~~ ^^ STRESS WORK !! TSK BUT ENJOYABLE !!! ^^ haha !!
K blog again SOON !! ^^
Posted at 9:18 PM
Monday, February 20, 2012
Seriously im a stupid and useless person HAHA i might have found out long time ago but maybe just keep it out of my head nia :x and today has just proved it all ^^
I feel that i should just die off :x I don't see a future for myself like no future also haha im just wasting my parents money and time haiz ..
The earlier i die the better :x don't want waste my parents de money on school, my expenses liao really it's just wasteful keeping me alive :x HAHA
Therefore i have decided ~ if i do fail this paper and forward i straight away go die LOL
Seriously see nothing ahead of my life just wasting my own life haiz i don't wanna disappoint people anymore especially my parents haiz
What i decided might change ba or might not .. im just too depressed and disappointed with myself .. haiz .. useless fellow ..
Nothing to cling onto this life also haha just feel so sorry for myself :)
K i will stop depress for now and enjoy the days till the results are out before deciding and action :) what a depressing post seriously lol
Posted at 5:24 PM
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Hmmm kinda no mood now :x seeing noob like that really breaks my heart and feel so sad .. keep seeing that she wanna cry just makes me feel so much much pain haiz .. i rather take all the pain and sufferings from her .. really do .. just be cheerful and happy and that's enough for me :)
Share all you sadness, troubles, worries, happiness just everything with mi noob :) everything ~ i really wan to share them with you .. you are not alone :) u still have me and also others arh :) don keep it to yourself k? :) share everything with me .. im always here for you de :) won't go away no matter what de :) let them all out i will be your listening ear and everything :) i won't just say i will do it :) everyone also can say but i will do and prove it to you :)
Wanted to type more above but as i write i forget again maybe because still sick haha sick still badminton 4 hours today ~~ kk im pro (Y)
Well ~ i saw someone who looked like noob de sis in school today was staring at her then she suddenly glared at me OMG i was so shocked :x maybe she think i looking at her or something i only look coz look almost same ma tsktsktsk pattern also abit same arh now that i think about :x
The 4 hours of badminton really making me tired tomorrow CONFIRM here pain there pain everywhere pain LOL damn sian report do halfway friend send me ppt slides then crashed everything LOL make me redo everything :(
K ~ Back to yesterday SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PISSED OFFFFFFFFFFFFF !!!! :( MY 8 MARKS !!!! ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THINK ABOUT JIU WAN TO JUMP !!!!!! ~!@#%$#@!@#@ :(
forget it !!! PASSED LIAO AND I CAN DO NOTHING ABOUT IT HAIZ !! :(
tsk guess i'm kinda tired going sleep soon presentation tomorrow at 8 somemore walao ~~ thn gting backs paper for test also half class failed GG sia -.-
K ~ i'm off ~ eyes like wan close liao but something just keep pop out in my head n heart mind everywhere that's you :) Please stop crying le i know it's hard and cannot control but try and cheer up also :) please kk? :)
Damn short post sia :x later kena say again tsktsk
Well shall add on abit :x didnt went out 2day :) cause there is only one person i want to go out with and no1 else :) but the person don't want haha its ok i understand ~ your mood not good oso x k i add 2 sentence also shuang LOL haha
Posted at 9:29 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2012
LONG POSTS !! ~
This post will definitely be long lol cause gonna start it with some lyrics of a song ~ of coz edited by me abit ~ which so called reflects on what i think :D
I’m breaking down ~
I am screaming out ~
My time is running out ~
What do I do now
Oh ~ give up? definitely not ~ Or stand up? I do know. I wanna break the spell now ~
I’m drowning now ~
The screams.. are almost like a moon that forget to shine ~
Somewhere lady, look and smile at me ~ Yeah -
I’m searching where you are ~
Oh shining down on me from where you are ~
I’ll always be right there, always’ll be right there ~
I’m searching where you are ~
Can you see what I need is where you are ~
I’ll always be right there, always’ll be right there ~
You know when I can be where you are ~
Only then I willl shine bright ~
I’m tumbling down ~
I’m falling apart ~
My time is running out ~
What do I do now Oh, give up? Never ~ Or stand up? I of course know ~
I wanna break the spell now ~
I’m falling.. I’m losing myself ~
I’ll bring my shivering hand to the place that the sun lights up ~
Somewhere lady, look and smile at me. Yeah-
Even if this twisted world is veiled under the sky Like a bird..
I will be searching where you are right now until we fly high!!
I’m searching where you are ~
Oh, shining down on me from where you are ~
I’ll always be right there, baby, always’ll be right there ~
I’m searching where you are ~
Can you see all what I need is where you are ~
I’ll always be right there, always’ll be right there ~
You know when I can be where you are
Only then will i be only able to shine it right and bright ~
Ok ~ The lyrics were quite long but i did try to make it short :x
haha ok next monday will be 1st exam liao in the midst of studying but tired dao wan sleep liao still left alot though LOL :x but after monday next paper is 1 week later :x which is alot of time la HAHA
well the lyrics are really long la cause normally by this length i already finish typing but now i just started nia haha ~
K ~
Dear ants, take it as i beg u ~ Please stay away from the noob AS FAR AS POSSIBLE ~ really la she cannot take it le la PLEASE ~~ Do stay away ~ come find me then thought i hate you as much but better than keep going to her ~ COME ~~~
Sincerely Me
Hmm what's next ahh oh yea ~ that noob really is noob sia ~~ need buy formal also can forget ~~ tsktsk need me remind then can remember ~~ tsk think yourself ~ you think got hope ma blur sotong? or GG already? tsk
Well pervertic people are everywhere -.- so suey of you too keep kena them sia .. well delete them la ~~ tsk si bei bian tai ~ say dao like that tsktsk photos too nice le la ~ i agree though photos nice ~ LOL and i do agree with what he say also :x tsk BUT I AM NOT A PERVERTIC 100% not !!
Ahh ok i type dao forget what i want to type next -.- fail sia erm sua skip think of other stuff to write erm cannot think of anything la .. wts ~~ i did promise that i will type long de sia ~~ HMMMMMM ~
Erm you want eat sushi go eat la ~~ tsktsk i pei u go eat ~~ want see also LOL muffins buy for you la ~~ BUT u say u know the person well and erm ALOT of flavors hor HMMMMMM so u buy urself thn TSK !!
Well im kinda sorry noob that i keep never update till today :x reasons ~~ very simple de la :x LAZY ~ TIRED ~ ERM NO TIME YEEA ~ THTS ALL :D
Well remember something ~ Every single day ~~ got people irritate you de sia especially him ~ tsk dc him la hes very jialat de lor ~~ Hope your filming goes well tomorrow (confirm) and buy dao nice de formals arh ~
EVERYDAY PLEASE BE HAPPY AND CHEERFUL ~~~ CHEER UP ~~~ PLEASE ~~~ THANKS !!!!
Well kinda sad la ~~ you jio HIM out just now LOL :x never mind you happy jiu hao .. haiz ... somemore laugh till want stomach burst sia ... good for you then ... haiz ...... go out such a long time also ..... haiz ...... never mind ~~ LOL
Hmm shit i forget what i want type again -.- LOL ~~ k la this post should be very long le right? confirm need more than 1 minute to read finish de !! Up to your satisfactory ma?! TSKTSK !!
Jiayou with your work arh ~~ you can do it de ~~ :D i shall study + drama now !! :D
TOMORROW SHALL BLOG AGAIN I THINK ~~~~ haha ~
Posted at 11:01 PM
Saturday, February 4, 2012
tired
Hmm im some sort of being FORCED to write this post nah wait THREATENED is a better word so i shall blog then ~ can't be a very decent post when 80% of brain already in dreamland LOL ~
Have no idea what to blog though this few days have been busy with the polymer night yesterday went well i guess except maybe the yu sheng anyhow fly part fly dao my whole shirt pants face specs but the rest were all fine i guess? haha
Somemore i don't know why i'm so tired today lol already over 12am le sia today whole day eyes keep wan close
well went out with bai nian today with noob to erm teacher 'doraemon' house had well i managed to survive 2 hours LOL i'm so good ~ well i must be sleepy dao ask noob help keep ang bao forget take play dao forget ~ genius ~
aiyo i wonder how to make this post long long sia
ahh went to take dvd shall watch tomorrow ~
don't know if noob coming or not ~ oh well ~
TSK I BUEY TAHAN LIAO ! 2MORO LONG POST !! TODAY END HERE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TSK DON SCOLD MI !! I TRIED MY BEST TSK !! SHORT AND SWEET POST !! LOL :D
Posted at 11:52 PM
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
Chasing an impossible dream ? nah :) one day it will come true :) i believe in that day :)
Be it 2 years ~ 5 ~ 10 ~ 20 ~ :)
That decision doesn't seem to change :)
Stupid and Stubborn both start with S but Sacrificing also arh but is not a bad thing LOL :) stop feeling guilty ~ it's not worth it :) just be happy :)
Posted at 1:18 AM
Saturday, January 28, 2012
Suddenly had some thoughts :x
I thought to myself
Have i changed? who can tell me that?
Why do i feel like i changed le? haiz
What happen to me?
Can someone tell me?
I feel like i have more bad traits now .. am i? haiz ..
Can i change back to my old self?
Or i am too stress?
I wanna be more relax
What to do? who can help?
What's wrong ljx ? ~
What's wrong?
Posted at 8:34 PM
yesterday went with frenz to movie to watch we not naughty at JP keep say its we not stupid -.- lol my brain abit sot haha
well i bring frenz go wrong place eat wanted to eat ramen instead we walk to the store beside LOL become eat some weird chinese stuff .. i'm to blame ~ haha
yea it's my fault as im constantly reminded and ytd nite tio suan dao GG :D haha
well watched the movie and it was funny haha
after it end called noob but she nt going home yet plus she said too far so went home with frenz ~
i'm suppose to start on my work but i currently still no plans on starting it though :) pure lazy of me :)
thanks to the weird chinese food 2day whole day stomach feel so weird lol had runs in the morning also lol thanks to myself and my fault of walking into wrong shop ended up like this LOL :x poor me :x
k ba ~ short de cause just now got type some le ~ 2moro ba ~ come to think of it i haven go frenz de house bai nian yet LOL weird ~ weird year :D weird things happen haha ~
Posted at 8:05 PM
Why am i so stupid?
Sometimes i really think to myself how dumb can i get .. I already know the answer why in the world did i even go and ask? in the end look what i got .. making her want to cry .. make her no mood .. USE YOUR BRAIN LA DEY -.-
This is not the way -.- noob la u !! GO BANG WALL !! People happily go out look what you have done?! idiot asshole !!
noob is probably pissed off or something at me :x im sorry for ruining it .. it is totally not my intention .. i must have not think properly before i typed and said wrong things ..
I'm sorry noob .. really sorry about it .. never again will this happen :)
Let's see .. oh today noob wanted to come but my dad is firing a thunderstorm so sorry nxt time ba k? :)
Yesterday ma ~ ps arh noob couldn't head down find u :x just release from school somemore lol reach there maybe just nice u going off le :x couldnt meet u n send u hm oso :x abit regret arh lol why did i go JP then :x
never mind i really have no mood .. making noob like this seriously cause a downfall in my mood .. worried .. guilty .. sad .. heart pain .. seriously cannot blog .. i will continue later with another post with a more hyper and happy self .. :) i hope :) if i can forgive myself that is ..
I'm really sorry noob i hope you know that that was never my intention and it's not on purpose de but it's totally my fault i apologise ..
Posted at 6:01 PM
Thursday, January 26, 2012
1 report down 2 more to go .. none of the projects down .. plenty more to go .. lol .. no motivation at all .. wts ..
Well i apologise 1st to noob for making a promise don't know if you still remember or not but i pon a lesson 2day to go home early BUT i got reasons coz i sick stomach very pain not feeling well keep go toilet that's why i skipped not i on purpose de :)
K moving on ~ well seriously there's nothing much to blogged about also :x
Maybe just getting stressed coz there are so many things to do yet i'm just not doing it :x oh well i will manage 1 way or another :D
k ~ noob is coming back soon le ba? shld be reaching soon le :) wonder if i will receive an sms when she reach or nt ~ :) oh well ~ i think i will start with that report of mine now? haha ..
getting fked up by dad coz of the warning letter now .. totally no mood continue blog liao ..
don't know how read properly still keep kpkb .. never mind .. bye :)
Posted at 8:55 PM
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Shall make an update now since i'm bored from the reports but at night will choing so might have no time to post :)
Noob is coming back 2moro nite :) nice ~ :) happy ~ :)
i don't know what happen but this few days i'm kinda scared if i'm being annoying and irritating to people :x don't know why but just have this scared feeling .. haiz :(
Sorry noob u go holiday should be not in contact with everyone and just relax but i seem to just talk to you whenever there is the chance to do so :x sorry if there annoys or irritates you :(
Let's see today like nothing happen leh except maybe yea the family thing .. not within my family but related to my overall family :) shall tell noob if she want know arh when she back :) this kind of thing not very suited to be blogged out also :)
well been doing reports from afternoon then got distracted then going continue at night :x LOL seriously without someone to nag or what really hard to concentrate and do finish de sia :x haha
hmmm today maybe a short post again :x come to think of it ~~ i have never written a long post before LOL since none of my post considered by noob is long at all !!
2moro seems to be quite alot people de birthday ba ~~ clara birthday 2moro just knew also LOL and seet de birthday which noob tell mi :x
2moro .... i think long and bad day for me? haha only that noob coming back is good :)
i think that it's kinda hard too liao :x well at least it was worth the try still :)
OK ~ time for me to rest :D take a break later at night ~~ choing again ( which i know halfway confirm give up due to distraction LOL ) :P
2moro blog again ~~~~~~ :D
Posted at 5:30 PM
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Suddenly had a thought so shall just type it out LOL :x
Sorry if it's VERY erxin to you :)
i think it is :x ok never mind confirm is :x
Don't read ba :)
Can give up everything for you just to be happy :)
You being happy just means everything more than the world to me :)
It's ok if i'm not happy and you are :) because you being happy naturally just makes me happy :)
Even if i have to give up and suffer ( hope i really really don't have to :x but if there is such a need ) :) you being happy will just be enough for me :)
and you don't make me sad de :) don't misunderstand :) i'm being VERY SERIOUS here de arh !! TSK !! :) this post is just trying to mean you happy = best you not happy = not good at all :) haha
Overall equation ~ :)
u Happy = i Happy :)
u Not Happy = i not Happy :(
u Happy = i Not Happy also turn Happy :D
Posted at 10:26 PM
Talked to noob in the morning :) though for a short just a short awhile :) just now could have talked to but i was kinda slow coz was thinking hard on what to type :) i noob ba :) never mind ba it's ok :) Hope you can enjoy yourself and find back urself even if chances are slim as long as there is a glimpse of hope nothing is impossible :) jiayou i believe you can de :) just enjoy there and be happy at the same time taking good care of yourself :)
Sorry if i'm being annoying to you talking you in fb and liking status and etc and talking to you in twitter :) hope i'm not but sorry if im annoying you tell me if i am ba :) i will stop de :) sorry
Well continuing on about my day .. well my 2 sister came :) but i was trapped in my room as always :) haha i'm kinda distant from them :) don't know what to say to them also :) wonder when will become open :) this door of mine :) well trapped in room till they went home before i went out :)
Oh and i realised or i know but forgot i have a niece call JiaJia lol :) haha seems well weird to have a niece called that haha since i have a friend like that while im not close to my nieces :x well i have 4 nieces and 2 nephew? or more idk haha seems old to have that amount of nieces or nephew but i'm only 18 :) still young :)
Well my niece saw my SNSD collection and can link to my pink bed sheet say i SNSD fan lol smart but bed sheet mum buy de i dw pink also haha :x
Next went out with sherman play pool catch a movie the journey to lost island :x Mich got jio at night go out bai nian or etc but in the end got cancelled coz got no house go so i went home LOL then she going L.A at 1am haha pro sia :x
I feel like going on a holiday myself :) Going overseas on a trip or something :) and relax there forget unhappy things and then come back as a new person :)
Hope got chance :)
Hmmm ok shall not say any erxin stuff :) you hate it also :x
K la i think i'm being a very good erm BOY / noob updating blog everyday even though you never remind me and ask me blog :x RIGHT? :D haha well ~ 2moro le ba ~
Still too short i guess for your taste haha
Shall get started with report 2moro :) shall choing ~ i hope i will la :x LOL
K lastly ~ Take care of urself there ~ be it your health or body ~ Enjoy yourself there ~ forget everything in SG and don't care any unhappy thing that happen there also and just purely be he happily enjoying your stay and everything there ~ Find back urself ~ your old cheerful self which you can find it back be it just 0.001% of success try ur best and jy ~ :)
Let the bet continue ~ :)
Posted at 9:58 PM
Monday, January 23, 2012
Miss :(
Well today is the first day of chinese new year but doesnt feel like it .. not good stuff keep happening one after another ..
which i won't elaborate :) haha but my aunt notice my case and came to question me and said its VERY NICE !! tsk THANKS NOOB :x after that cousins LOL all say confirm is gf buy de :x say wad love in the air all those oh well ~ hope nia ~ i win money jiu like this LOL tsk
Well its bored there and totally this cny doesn't feel like one .. well shall not talk more about it :)
Noob went malaysia le :) all i want say de already type there le in sms :) but don't know if my last 3 sms reached u or nt :x hope i cn no soon :x the last 2 r most important i think to mi :x maybe brain not functioning well till you are finally at custom le :( hope the sms reach u n nt gt it whn you come back :x will have no effect i think :(
Well this few days confirm will miss her alot ~ looking at my thumb de nail haiz :( but it's ok she enjoy herself cn le ba :) miss is confirm miss de but she happy = i happy :)
tsk noob arh why you not here le i jiu just fall sick and keep sneezing of flu le :(
no you cannot la :( tsk !!
Well enjoy and find back your old self hope to see her back :) you can do it de noob ~ jiayou and find her back :) she just sleeping deep within you ~ awaken her :D
today is a short post ba :x like totally no mood as so many stuff happen one after another :x
Well lastly let the bet ~ BEGIN :D
Posted at 10:57 PM
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Thanks? :x
Tsk ok shall try to blog finish before it hits 12 so can be last post of this year before cny :D shall try my best !! haha but well editing might make it impossible :x shall jy ~
Ok ~ today mood keep changing LOL from emo become happy and happy become emo and neutral LOL people say mi siao :x oh well haha bo bian i took over some siaoness from noob HAHA :P
Well ~ Moving on ~ today went out with noob to get the books ~ Thanks noob for the heavy books !! tsk !! LOL but really thanks !! haha :D went with noob to buy nail polish oso :x i HELPED her choose out of her 4 choices 2 nicest yet she didn't thank mi !! tsktsk !!
But well haha thanks arh noob for pei-ing mi walk around seeing things until my dad is ok :D thanks alot !! you the best ~~ haha
Oh yea speaking of nail polish 2day 1st time got my thumb de nail polished with erm the base thing? LOL make it mre shiny tsk well really got shiner haha :x
After that sent noob home so she can paint her nails and eat and EAT JELLY !! TSK !! make me jelly only !! hmph !!
Well noob de nails confirm very nice now :D trust her in her painting cfm (Y) de :D haha she going to paint her leg nails oso later !! paint nicely arh noob !! haha but i know you cfm will de :)
K time running short need faster choing and type coz my com de keyboard problem suddenly went away my speed went up so fast HAHA THANKS COM !!! you always give mi help whn i need it :D
Well noob drink can drink but must control de arh ~ like just nw ~ :x when go malaysia oso must control de :x don drink too much !! drink can but control :D tsk !! must take care of urself de !! :)
K noob is watching tv nw :x well she cried 2day morning when she woke for no apparent reason :( really breaks my heart when she cry lor haiz :(
Well left 2 minutes need faster choing :x
Noob going malaysia 2moro nite le going to miss her alot :( cannot contact dao her at all also :( haiz really don't know how tahan the days without her
BUT noob enjoy urself there !! take care !! and have a good new year !! :D shall patiently wait for you when you return on friday !! :D well buy some stuff for me there uh :P haha if you want ~ but buy something 4 mi arh :P :D
shall send you a sms b4 u go oso :)
Well ok HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL !! :D MAY ALL BE HAPPY ESPECIALLY YOU NOOB FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR !! STAY HAPPY AND HEALTHY !! GET MORE ANG BAOS !! HAHA !!
and once again !! Happy Chinese New Year !! :D
Seems like i made it in time !! HAHA i'm pro right? :P HAHA !!
Posted at 11:42 PM
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Thanks noob for the case once again ~ :D very nice :D Thank you very much :D
Though i look left look right look up look down cannot find the HELLO KITTY sia LOL buy mi a hello kitty de next time :x haha
Went to meet noob after she rebonded her hair and she finally got her heels :x withy me having to head inside the 'crowded store' LOL haha good for her finally getting her green light :x haha the heels looks nice !! very nice !!
Well you look good in everything de la :D haha
Noob rebonded her hair and changed her style which make her look alot like her sis :x but of coz mre prettier la !! TSK ~ of coz TALLER but shorter then mi ~ lalala ~ haha :P Shall wait for the 5.6 inch heels :D lalala ~
tsk 2day go out with noob keep tio stare tsk sry la !! haha u know im playing around nia :P
Noob was cleaning room but tio disturbed by me keep talking to her on twitter LOL :x k sry my fault fault make you clean slower tsk :(
talk and keep talking dao time pass so fast :x talking to her or wad forever time pass so fast de tsk !!
Well i clean my room :x but macham like no clean at all LOL tsk !! the noob don't want help me clean :( say need pay her HAIZ then still say mi noob :(
Make jelly also say not nice and gt put poison say dao so scary :x LOL
well 2moro is cny eve liao going relatives house eat reunion dinner :x noob oso going her relatives house haha but before that need go find her help my cousin get some ten yr series which she planned to throw aw 1st :x before heading down to ang mo kio for reunion dinner ~ tsk confirm very heavy de :(
still need bring down such a long distance :( haiz ~ POOR ME :(
But well can see noob never mind arh :D
Well my reports haven even started :x don;t know how i am going to finish it but i guess my cny i will be choinging through liao :( haiz ~
don;t wan start till last minute GG :(
Well shall start editing now :x write so long even more words to edit :(
Noob some more rushing mi tsk !!
Well all of my post confirrm got mention dao her de sia :x and this post keep alot of NOOB this word arh :x got remind you of my contact de naming of you? haha Jacqueline Noob ~ :P
WARNING ~ Under this lies some things which you may or may not categorized as lame ~ can read or don't want read :x
Well noob is going malaysia next monday night till friday :x
confirm will miss her till siao de :(
no one to talk to :( confirm bored haiz :(
How am i going to spend the days without her around :(
Haiz ~~~~ still say 1 year i four days may not even survive :( tsk !!
Well k shall stop noob want me go help her with her report tsk i haven even do mine LOL haha
shall blog 2moro ~ :D
Posted at 11:47 PM
Friday, January 20, 2012
Going to dedicate this whole post to noob who hmmm make me from emo become happy last nite LOL
but come to think of it arh almost 99.99% of my post are talking about you sooooo no different anyway :x
before moving on shall plot a timeline
1993 - 2008 - UNKNOWN
2009 - JiaJia
2010 - Jacqueline Oh Pei Ling ( You ) and her ( bitch :x )
2011 - Jacqueline Oh Pei Ling ( YOU )
2012 - Jacqueline Oh Pei Ling ( YOU )
2013 Onwards - Jacqueline Oh Pei Ling ( YOU )
kk? get it le? :D don anyhow bomb le arh tsk :)
i know this isn't the right time for me to write a post like this since we just ...
BUT it's all my fault shall talk more about it later :x
but really thank you noob :) seriously it's only YOU and only YOU that is able to do this o.0 make me so happy last night till i don't even want go to sleep and maybe is because of this that you sleep so late last night :( sorry sorry
Going to meet you tomorrow to get the HELLO KITTY cover and pass you the money
Looking forward to see how the cover looks like :x i don't get the shock of my life cn le :x haha
OK ~
I would like to apologise to the that tweet i tweeted on twitter ..
really sorry noob i didn't use my brain and anyhow typed it out haiz
resulting in like this im very sorry noob i will change this habit of mine :( so please forgive me this once and talk to me? :(
i will change this childish nature of mine and try not to let it come out again i shouldn't have anyhow think and guessed that it was what it was ..
really sorry :( from now on i will change le and won't let it happen again le talk to me le can noob? :(
don't ignore mi le :(
It's my fault for making your mood become bad totally my fault i'm sorry ..
sorry is all i can say now because i totally don't know what else i can say :(
dui bu qi noob forgive a retard idiot noob like me :(
I am such a bloody stupid dumb fcuking retard brainless idiot asshole who deserve to die !! because i make you no mood and unhappy :(
you can beat me kill me scold me or anything also can just don't ignore me and don't don't talk to me :( because it's the worse worse thing :(
nothing can describe the remorse i feel now for doing such a thing :(
Just hope that you are able to get a heels you like :)
Posted at 7:57 PM
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Smiles ~
:) smiling like this?
Fake smiling?
how long cn i keep it up?
getting tired of it
i don't feel happiness so why shld i keep acting like i am?
to not affect the people around me?
how to become happy?
you always bring smiles to me :)
i thank you noob :)
the smiles you give me always comes from my heart and are true :)
but through one thing or another it fades away :x
too many things arh want list down also lazy
what's keeping me like this?
i don't wanna live like this but i don't even know the root of my problem -.-
how do i even solve it?
it just started not long ..
this change in me ..
the smiles i gain are all temporary and are all gone so so fast .. haiz
hmm what to do?
I guess i shall continue bottling it up in me :)
fake smile being placed on my face and smiling like nothing happen till the day where i no longer cn take it and .... idk :)
wait till that day come back :) haha
still haven do my report today say want do in the end also never :x
oh well ~ typical mi ~ :)
tired le shall go :)
Posted at 10:46 PM