Saturday, July 3, 2010
Bonds are meant to be severed and Ties are meant to be broken
well i must be insane because this is the 3rd post that i am posting today .. i must be very free or i must have a lot of things to thrash it out .. most likely the 2nd .. well i have bad things to say .. this post is meant to be a bad one well so be it ... well she has chosen him .. well i expected it as much .. i no longer know what to say anymore .. i can blame no one but myself .. blame myself for being so useless not able to win your heart or maybe blame myself for having such a good friend? either way its still my fault,mine and mine alone .. no one to blame except myself .. we live in an imperfect world where things will never go our way so its up to us to make it as perfect as we can like how we want it to be through our very own means ...
i seriously have been thinking about whether to break the bonds and ties that you and i have xq .. being friends require fate,being best friend and best buddy requires even more .. i hope i will come to a conclusion soon .. i hope i will ..
Lastly before i end my post .. i love you jacqueline oh pei ling .. i seriously do .. haiz .. thanks for all the beautiful memories that you have given me and the times you made mi happy .. i thank you .. if really xq is the best for you then so be it .. i hope he can bring you happiness .. last long .. you have my blessing .. though i am really sad when i say all this but i know this is the best for you .. loving someone is not wanting to have that someone for yourself but to let him or her be truly happy .. that is what truly matters and with this i shall end this post ..
Posted at 4:00 PM
