Monday, February 20, 2012
Seriously im a stupid and useless person HAHA i might have found out long time ago but maybe just keep it out of my head nia :x and today has just proved it all ^^
I feel that i should just die off :x I don't see a future for myself like no future also haha im just wasting my parents money and time haiz ..
The earlier i die the better :x don't want waste my parents de money on school, my expenses liao really it's just wasteful keeping me alive :x HAHA
Therefore i have decided ~ if i do fail this paper and forward i straight away go die LOL
Seriously see nothing ahead of my life just wasting my own life haiz i don't wanna disappoint people anymore especially my parents haiz
What i decided might change ba or might not .. im just too depressed and disappointed with myself .. haiz .. useless fellow ..
Nothing to cling onto this life also haha just feel so sorry for myself :)
K i will stop depress for now and enjoy the days till the results are out before deciding and action :) what a depressing post seriously lol
Posted at 5:24 PM
