Saturday, January 28, 2012
Suddenly had some thoughts :x
I thought to myself
Have i changed? who can tell me that?
Why do i feel like i changed le? haiz
What happen to me?
Can someone tell me?
I feel like i have more bad traits now .. am i? haiz ..
Can i change back to my old self?
Or i am too stress?
I wanna be more relax
What to do? who can help?
What's wrong ljx ? ~
What's wrong?
Posted at 8:34 PM
yesterday went with frenz to movie to watch we not naughty at JP keep say its we not stupid -.- lol my brain abit sot haha
well i bring frenz go wrong place eat wanted to eat ramen instead we walk to the store beside LOL become eat some weird chinese stuff .. i'm to blame ~ haha
yea it's my fault as im constantly reminded and ytd nite tio suan dao GG :D haha
well watched the movie and it was funny haha
after it end called noob but she nt going home yet plus she said too far so went home with frenz ~
i'm suppose to start on my work but i currently still no plans on starting it though :) pure lazy of me :)
thanks to the weird chinese food 2day whole day stomach feel so weird lol had runs in the morning also lol thanks to myself and my fault of walking into wrong shop ended up like this LOL :x poor me :x
k ba ~ short de cause just now got type some le ~ 2moro ba ~ come to think of it i haven go frenz de house bai nian yet LOL weird ~ weird year :D weird things happen haha ~
Posted at 8:05 PM
Why am i so stupid?
Sometimes i really think to myself how dumb can i get .. I already know the answer why in the world did i even go and ask? in the end look what i got .. making her want to cry .. make her no mood .. USE YOUR BRAIN LA DEY -.-
This is not the way -.- noob la u !! GO BANG WALL !! People happily go out look what you have done?! idiot asshole !!
noob is probably pissed off or something at me :x im sorry for ruining it .. it is totally not my intention .. i must have not think properly before i typed and said wrong things ..
I'm sorry noob .. really sorry about it .. never again will this happen :)
Let's see .. oh today noob wanted to come but my dad is firing a thunderstorm so sorry nxt time ba k? :)
Yesterday ma ~ ps arh noob couldn't head down find u :x just release from school somemore lol reach there maybe just nice u going off le :x couldnt meet u n send u hm oso :x abit regret arh lol why did i go JP then :x
never mind i really have no mood .. making noob like this seriously cause a downfall in my mood .. worried .. guilty .. sad .. heart pain .. seriously cannot blog .. i will continue later with another post with a more hyper and happy self .. :) i hope :) if i can forgive myself that is ..
I'm really sorry noob i hope you know that that was never my intention and it's not on purpose de but it's totally my fault i apologise ..
Posted at 6:01 PM
Thursday, January 26, 2012
1 report down 2 more to go .. none of the projects down .. plenty more to go .. lol .. no motivation at all .. wts ..
Well i apologise 1st to noob for making a promise don't know if you still remember or not but i pon a lesson 2day to go home early BUT i got reasons coz i sick stomach very pain not feeling well keep go toilet that's why i skipped not i on purpose de :)
K moving on ~ well seriously there's nothing much to blogged about also :x
Maybe just getting stressed coz there are so many things to do yet i'm just not doing it :x oh well i will manage 1 way or another :D
k ~ noob is coming back soon le ba? shld be reaching soon le :) wonder if i will receive an sms when she reach or nt ~ :) oh well ~ i think i will start with that report of mine now? haha ..
getting fked up by dad coz of the warning letter now .. totally no mood continue blog liao ..
don't know how read properly still keep kpkb .. never mind .. bye :)
Posted at 8:55 PM
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Shall make an update now since i'm bored from the reports but at night will choing so might have no time to post :)
Noob is coming back 2moro nite :) nice ~ :) happy ~ :)
i don't know what happen but this few days i'm kinda scared if i'm being annoying and irritating to people :x don't know why but just have this scared feeling .. haiz :(
Sorry noob u go holiday should be not in contact with everyone and just relax but i seem to just talk to you whenever there is the chance to do so :x sorry if there annoys or irritates you :(
Let's see today like nothing happen leh except maybe yea the family thing .. not within my family but related to my overall family :) shall tell noob if she want know arh when she back :) this kind of thing not very suited to be blogged out also :)
well been doing reports from afternoon then got distracted then going continue at night :x LOL seriously without someone to nag or what really hard to concentrate and do finish de sia :x haha
hmmm today maybe a short post again :x come to think of it ~~ i have never written a long post before LOL since none of my post considered by noob is long at all !!
2moro seems to be quite alot people de birthday ba ~~ clara birthday 2moro just knew also LOL and seet de birthday which noob tell mi :x
2moro .... i think long and bad day for me? haha only that noob coming back is good :)
i think that it's kinda hard too liao :x well at least it was worth the try still :)
OK ~ time for me to rest :D take a break later at night ~~ choing again ( which i know halfway confirm give up due to distraction LOL ) :P
2moro blog again ~~~~~~ :D
Posted at 5:30 PM
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Suddenly had a thought so shall just type it out LOL :x
Sorry if it's VERY erxin to you :)
i think it is :x ok never mind confirm is :x
Don't read ba :)
Can give up everything for you just to be happy :)
You being happy just means everything more than the world to me :)
It's ok if i'm not happy and you are :) because you being happy naturally just makes me happy :)
Even if i have to give up and suffer ( hope i really really don't have to :x but if there is such a need ) :) you being happy will just be enough for me :)
and you don't make me sad de :) don't misunderstand :) i'm being VERY SERIOUS here de arh !! TSK !! :) this post is just trying to mean you happy = best you not happy = not good at all :) haha
Overall equation ~ :)
u Happy = i Happy :)
u Not Happy = i not Happy :(
u Happy = i Not Happy also turn Happy :D
Posted at 10:26 PM
Talked to noob in the morning :) though for a short just a short awhile :) just now could have talked to but i was kinda slow coz was thinking hard on what to type :) i noob ba :) never mind ba it's ok :) Hope you can enjoy yourself and find back urself even if chances are slim as long as there is a glimpse of hope nothing is impossible :) jiayou i believe you can de :) just enjoy there and be happy at the same time taking good care of yourself :)
Sorry if i'm being annoying to you talking you in fb and liking status and etc and talking to you in twitter :) hope i'm not but sorry if im annoying you tell me if i am ba :) i will stop de :) sorry
Well continuing on about my day .. well my 2 sister came :) but i was trapped in my room as always :) haha i'm kinda distant from them :) don't know what to say to them also :) wonder when will become open :) this door of mine :) well trapped in room till they went home before i went out :)
Oh and i realised or i know but forgot i have a niece call JiaJia lol :) haha seems well weird to have a niece called that haha since i have a friend like that while im not close to my nieces :x well i have 4 nieces and 2 nephew? or more idk haha seems old to have that amount of nieces or nephew but i'm only 18 :) still young :)
Well my niece saw my SNSD collection and can link to my pink bed sheet say i SNSD fan lol smart but bed sheet mum buy de i dw pink also haha :x
Next went out with sherman play pool catch a movie the journey to lost island :x Mich got jio at night go out bai nian or etc but in the end got cancelled coz got no house go so i went home LOL then she going L.A at 1am haha pro sia :x
I feel like going on a holiday myself :) Going overseas on a trip or something :) and relax there forget unhappy things and then come back as a new person :)
Hope got chance :)
Hmmm ok shall not say any erxin stuff :) you hate it also :x
K la i think i'm being a very good erm BOY / noob updating blog everyday even though you never remind me and ask me blog :x RIGHT? :D haha well ~ 2moro le ba ~
Still too short i guess for your taste haha
Shall get started with report 2moro :) shall choing ~ i hope i will la :x LOL
K lastly ~ Take care of urself there ~ be it your health or body ~ Enjoy yourself there ~ forget everything in SG and don't care any unhappy thing that happen there also and just purely be he happily enjoying your stay and everything there ~ Find back urself ~ your old cheerful self which you can find it back be it just 0.001% of success try ur best and jy ~ :)
Let the bet continue ~ :)
Posted at 9:58 PM
Monday, January 23, 2012
Miss :(
Well today is the first day of chinese new year but doesnt feel like it .. not good stuff keep happening one after another ..
which i won't elaborate :) haha but my aunt notice my case and came to question me and said its VERY NICE !! tsk THANKS NOOB :x after that cousins LOL all say confirm is gf buy de :x say wad love in the air all those oh well ~ hope nia ~ i win money jiu like this LOL tsk
Well its bored there and totally this cny doesn't feel like one .. well shall not talk more about it :)
Noob went malaysia le :) all i want say de already type there le in sms :) but don't know if my last 3 sms reached u or nt :x hope i cn no soon :x the last 2 r most important i think to mi :x maybe brain not functioning well till you are finally at custom le :( hope the sms reach u n nt gt it whn you come back :x will have no effect i think :(
Well this few days confirm will miss her alot ~ looking at my thumb de nail haiz :( but it's ok she enjoy herself cn le ba :) miss is confirm miss de but she happy = i happy :)
tsk noob arh why you not here le i jiu just fall sick and keep sneezing of flu le :(
no you cannot la :( tsk !!
Well enjoy and find back your old self hope to see her back :) you can do it de noob ~ jiayou and find her back :) she just sleeping deep within you ~ awaken her :D
today is a short post ba :x like totally no mood as so many stuff happen one after another :x
Well lastly let the bet ~ BEGIN :D
Posted at 10:57 PM
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Thanks? :x
Tsk ok shall try to blog finish before it hits 12 so can be last post of this year before cny :D shall try my best !! haha but well editing might make it impossible :x shall jy ~
Ok ~ today mood keep changing LOL from emo become happy and happy become emo and neutral LOL people say mi siao :x oh well haha bo bian i took over some siaoness from noob HAHA :P
Well ~ Moving on ~ today went out with noob to get the books ~ Thanks noob for the heavy books !! tsk !! LOL but really thanks !! haha :D went with noob to buy nail polish oso :x i HELPED her choose out of her 4 choices 2 nicest yet she didn't thank mi !! tsktsk !!
But well haha thanks arh noob for pei-ing mi walk around seeing things until my dad is ok :D thanks alot !! you the best ~~ haha
Oh yea speaking of nail polish 2day 1st time got my thumb de nail polished with erm the base thing? LOL make it mre shiny tsk well really got shiner haha :x
After that sent noob home so she can paint her nails and eat and EAT JELLY !! TSK !! make me jelly only !! hmph !!
Well noob de nails confirm very nice now :D trust her in her painting cfm (Y) de :D haha she going to paint her leg nails oso later !! paint nicely arh noob !! haha but i know you cfm will de :)
K time running short need faster choing and type coz my com de keyboard problem suddenly went away my speed went up so fast HAHA THANKS COM !!! you always give mi help whn i need it :D
Well noob drink can drink but must control de arh ~ like just nw ~ :x when go malaysia oso must control de :x don drink too much !! drink can but control :D tsk !! must take care of urself de !! :)
K noob is watching tv nw :x well she cried 2day morning when she woke for no apparent reason :( really breaks my heart when she cry lor haiz :(
Well left 2 minutes need faster choing :x
Noob going malaysia 2moro nite le going to miss her alot :( cannot contact dao her at all also :( haiz really don't know how tahan the days without her
BUT noob enjoy urself there !! take care !! and have a good new year !! :D shall patiently wait for you when you return on friday !! :D well buy some stuff for me there uh :P haha if you want ~ but buy something 4 mi arh :P :D
shall send you a sms b4 u go oso :)
Well ok HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL !! :D MAY ALL BE HAPPY ESPECIALLY YOU NOOB FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR !! STAY HAPPY AND HEALTHY !! GET MORE ANG BAOS !! HAHA !!
and once again !! Happy Chinese New Year !! :D
Seems like i made it in time !! HAHA i'm pro right? :P HAHA !!
Posted at 11:42 PM
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Thanks noob for the case once again ~ :D very nice :D Thank you very much :D
Though i look left look right look up look down cannot find the HELLO KITTY sia LOL buy mi a hello kitty de next time :x haha
Went to meet noob after she rebonded her hair and she finally got her heels :x withy me having to head inside the 'crowded store' LOL haha good for her finally getting her green light :x haha the heels looks nice !! very nice !!
Well you look good in everything de la :D haha
Noob rebonded her hair and changed her style which make her look alot like her sis :x but of coz mre prettier la !! TSK ~ of coz TALLER but shorter then mi ~ lalala ~ haha :P Shall wait for the 5.6 inch heels :D lalala ~
tsk 2day go out with noob keep tio stare tsk sry la !! haha u know im playing around nia :P
Noob was cleaning room but tio disturbed by me keep talking to her on twitter LOL :x k sry my fault fault make you clean slower tsk :(
talk and keep talking dao time pass so fast :x talking to her or wad forever time pass so fast de tsk !!
Well i clean my room :x but macham like no clean at all LOL tsk !! the noob don't want help me clean :( say need pay her HAIZ then still say mi noob :(
Make jelly also say not nice and gt put poison say dao so scary :x LOL
well 2moro is cny eve liao going relatives house eat reunion dinner :x noob oso going her relatives house haha but before that need go find her help my cousin get some ten yr series which she planned to throw aw 1st :x before heading down to ang mo kio for reunion dinner ~ tsk confirm very heavy de :(
still need bring down such a long distance :( haiz ~ POOR ME :(
But well can see noob never mind arh :D
Well my reports haven even started :x don;t know how i am going to finish it but i guess my cny i will be choinging through liao :( haiz ~
don;t wan start till last minute GG :(
Well shall start editing now :x write so long even more words to edit :(
Noob some more rushing mi tsk !!
Well all of my post confirrm got mention dao her de sia :x and this post keep alot of NOOB this word arh :x got remind you of my contact de naming of you? haha Jacqueline Noob ~ :P
WARNING ~ Under this lies some things which you may or may not categorized as lame ~ can read or don't want read :x
Well noob is going malaysia next monday night till friday :x
confirm will miss her till siao de :(
no one to talk to :( confirm bored haiz :(
How am i going to spend the days without her around :(
Haiz ~~~~ still say 1 year i four days may not even survive :( tsk !!
Well k shall stop noob want me go help her with her report tsk i haven even do mine LOL haha
shall blog 2moro ~ :D
Posted at 11:47 PM
Friday, January 20, 2012
Going to dedicate this whole post to noob who hmmm make me from emo become happy last nite LOL
but come to think of it arh almost 99.99% of my post are talking about you sooooo no different anyway :x
before moving on shall plot a timeline
1993 - 2008 - UNKNOWN
2009 - JiaJia
2010 - Jacqueline Oh Pei Ling ( You ) and her ( bitch :x )
2011 - Jacqueline Oh Pei Ling ( YOU )
2012 - Jacqueline Oh Pei Ling ( YOU )
2013 Onwards - Jacqueline Oh Pei Ling ( YOU )
kk? get it le? :D don anyhow bomb le arh tsk :)
i know this isn't the right time for me to write a post like this since we just ...
BUT it's all my fault shall talk more about it later :x
but really thank you noob :) seriously it's only YOU and only YOU that is able to do this o.0 make me so happy last night till i don't even want go to sleep and maybe is because of this that you sleep so late last night :( sorry sorry
Going to meet you tomorrow to get the HELLO KITTY cover and pass you the money
Looking forward to see how the cover looks like :x i don't get the shock of my life cn le :x haha
OK ~
I would like to apologise to the that tweet i tweeted on twitter ..
really sorry noob i didn't use my brain and anyhow typed it out haiz
resulting in like this im very sorry noob i will change this habit of mine :( so please forgive me this once and talk to me? :(
i will change this childish nature of mine and try not to let it come out again i shouldn't have anyhow think and guessed that it was what it was ..
really sorry :( from now on i will change le and won't let it happen again le talk to me le can noob? :(
don't ignore mi le :(
It's my fault for making your mood become bad totally my fault i'm sorry ..
sorry is all i can say now because i totally don't know what else i can say :(
dui bu qi noob forgive a retard idiot noob like me :(
I am such a bloody stupid dumb fcuking retard brainless idiot asshole who deserve to die !! because i make you no mood and unhappy :(
you can beat me kill me scold me or anything also can just don't ignore me and don't don't talk to me :( because it's the worse worse thing :(
nothing can describe the remorse i feel now for doing such a thing :(
Just hope that you are able to get a heels you like :)
Posted at 7:57 PM
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Smiles ~
:) smiling like this?
Fake smiling?
how long cn i keep it up?
getting tired of it
i don't feel happiness so why shld i keep acting like i am?
to not affect the people around me?
how to become happy?
you always bring smiles to me :)
i thank you noob :)
the smiles you give me always comes from my heart and are true :)
but through one thing or another it fades away :x
too many things arh want list down also lazy
what's keeping me like this?
i don't wanna live like this but i don't even know the root of my problem -.-
how do i even solve it?
it just started not long ..
this change in me ..
the smiles i gain are all temporary and are all gone so so fast .. haiz
hmm what to do?
I guess i shall continue bottling it up in me :)
fake smile being placed on my face and smiling like nothing happen till the day where i no longer cn take it and .... idk :)
wait till that day come back :) haha
still haven do my report today say want do in the end also never :x
oh well ~ typical mi ~ :)
tired le shall go :)
Posted at 10:46 PM
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
lalala ~
Shall update my blog since noob has been consistently asking me to update :x well i confirm need edit dao siao later when i type finish due to the power of my keyboard spoiling :(
Hmm well was doing report before i blog but well only done so little of it :x confirm GG :x shall choing maybe 2moro? haha shall see :x
Well pon school today think 2moro confirm going to get it liao :( oh well ~
K thanks noob for buying me a HELLO KITTY phone cover at least it's in white and not hot pink LOL i trust u arh ~ confirm nice ~ tsk
Well this few days de stuff i kinda totally cannot recall maybe too tired now :x well yea eyes very tired le :x
This few days stomach keep pain also for no apparent reason pain and pain .. then yesterday suddenly heart felt pain also .. everywhere also get pain and problem :x sian ~
Oh well ~ moving on since i cannot quite recall few days ago de stuff might as well just say about 2day de ~ hmmm
AHH the power of him LOL taking ur photos hmm well this kinda people are just too obsess i guess :x his motive is still unknown but doubt it is anything nice though but looking at how careless he is maybe he trying let you see or he is just too well careless and hmm ps to say dumb LOL or maybe he has some weird plans ~ only can guess ~ Also dragging on acting with him won't help things ba :x as he keep well tries to look at your phone and so on and touch here and there lol :x
Next let's see hmmm ahh yea ~ the unknown mystery of u suddenly no mood and not feeling well after you went your workplace well don't know much about what happen but can only make you got mood :)
Hmm guess last is just that bian tai saying he won't be too sticky but from what i see no different leh LOL as sticky as ever haha oh well :x he's just too 'interesting' haha :x
Well that's all ba 2moro blog again and remember past few days de stuff and blog them all :D wa edit dao siao sia noob :( this post confirm is counted as freaking long le arh :D
Hope teacher 2moro have mercy on me :x homework done half nia don't chase me out of class or scold or say me can le please :x haha ~
Hope can see noob 2moro and pass her her money :) Try my best to do so :) Can see her also if can meet ~ :D Bonus haha well typed long enough le :x
What do you think noob? :)
Posted at 11:03 PM
Saturday, January 14, 2012
Must have gone mad ..
Feels weird
Don't know what's wrong with me ..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Posted at 10:09 PM
Guess it's always been like that :) the cycle just keep continuing .. i wanna stop it but do i have the will to do so?
Can i do so?
What can i do?
I don't even have the answers to such basic questions ..
Time to seek out the light :)
P/S I'm not referring to you noob :) think you might have the question in your head LOL
Moving on ~ Paiseh arh noob :x just now never go out ~ BUT i'm still going to pay for the pink dress tsktsk :x
Starting you didn't want me go then i jiu go nap become lazy go out liao :x
Still don't know who you asked though anyway ~ today freaking hot sia normally can survive without switching on fan but today force my fan on :x
Almost can heat stroke and tio BBQ ~
Seriously nothing say sia :x
Report : 0% done zzz -.-
Don't even want start HAIZ ~
Speaking of haiz totally remind me of the picture sia HAIZ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~
My wallpaper HAIZ .........................
That guy can i cannot HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
Come to think of it why you never stop him or say cannot to him arh? TSK !!
NO FAIR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 N-O F-A-I-R !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
While maybe he's a bian tai i'm NOT HAHA :D
k that's all :x HMPH
Posted at 7:17 PM
Friday, January 13, 2012
Only you can do it :)
Only you are capable of putting smiles on my face without fail and also able to take it away :)
Well just a normal day went 1 hour of lesson unlike someone who doesnt have any was showing off to me? lol haha
Thanks for reminding me to collect my pants :x
Went to collect calender then detour around until time to collect pants :x That's when someone making me jelly by saying she's at HOME LOL
Lucky my phone was able to hang in there till i reach home was so worried it can't THANKS PHONE u the best !! :D
Finally gotten my 2012 calender :)
Well that noob went and ate some ancient history 1 year de marshmallow tsk noob arh noob that's for putting in museum liao not putting inside your mouth !!
MUST take care of yourself de !!! I will worry de leh !! Don't make me worry so much kk? :x Your health more important !! Fall sick or something happen how?! tsk !!
Good luck and all the best to the noob going for the parent meeting session tomorrow :) nothing will happen de so don't worry kkkkkkk? :) it will just have praises and nothing else :)
Well smiling is the thing i should do because it's better than me being emo arh faking a smile is better than showing the emo side of me so :)
Faking a smile is the best :)
Posted at 6:41 PM
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Oversleep today :x well went for the 2 hours lesson and then went home
Boring oh well ordered the DVD and tomorrow going boon keen collect calender :D
So many things need collect tomorrow well poning maths lesson tomorrow so that can collect everything haha
What a bad boy i am :x just 1 time should be ok de haha i think? :x
Well had to change into the clothes let mum see so she can wash them mafan ~ haha
Hmm noob bought her dress well it's grey and not pink cause pink no more DON'T SAD grey is also nice ~ :D make do with it kkkkkkkkkkkk noob? :x
Emo colours dress never mind you yourself happy can le kkkkkkkkkkkkkkk noob? :)
Will help you with that de no worries ~ :x
Well today quite short though nothing to write oh yea ~ NOOB headache right? who ask you drink coffee till headache?! tsk take care arh !! i didn't no well drink coffee can drink dao headache de sia hmmm only one reason that can totally explain this :D you NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOB :D
K enough le later kena ~ well head home earlier and rest arh noob !! don't stay out too late or too long ~ go home earlier rest ~
Shall blog again when i get my calender tomorrow :) cannot wait for it i think? haha
Posted at 9:21 PM
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Thankes
Thanks noob once again for helping me choose clothes ~ i know it's VERY hard :x though someway in the middle :x got caught in 1 stuff after another ~ it's enjoyable :D
haha though i got shoot when my mum saw the blue shirt :x say nt nice BUT it's ok LOL don intend to change anyway :x
Well that 20 yr old fellow is an interesting guy la LOL but irritating ttm :x lol
Sorry if i gave u a hard time helping me choose :x my fault very sorry :x
Hope you get your dress tomorrow :)
Well shopping is a fun thing uh but ... shop halfway shoe come out is WTF liao -.- which happen to me uh :(
Not complaining totally my fault i step too much on the bottom and drop out rofl :x
Heard a lot of interesting story today though haha but got hmmm ps when that interesting fellow come arh ~ got ignored ~ someone was totally engrossed talking to him arh LOL and got psed for around 30 minutes? tsk tsk
haha well today i think is a very short post arh ~
But once again thanks noob for using your time where you can be doing your project to help me choose clothes thank you very much :)
again tomorrow blog ~
Posted at 8:38 PM
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Bad day
So tired but i shall post a promise is a promise ~
Well first sorry noob for making your blood boil it's not on purpose :)
Today whole day can be considered a bad day ba
First woke up bad mood .. fml .. pms? depression? please go away idw everyday wake up kena bad mood .. also for the people that got affected by me, my deepest apologies and it was noob who pointed out that something was wrong with me first :x Thanks ~
Next getting sick though im getting better but still sian sick throughout the day .. feeling feverish and keep flu-ing oh well getting better le so good :x
As said today is a bad day last experiment of the day got screwed up results all got zero -.- poured away the thing we need and kept the thing we don't need in the end getting 0 for the part on results .. never mind ..
Well .. i'm sorry if i'm being annoying if i want to know about some stuffs sorry about that but well i guess you don't reply means you don't want to tell me about it so ... it's ok .... guess there are still other people whom you can share it to i guess .. :)
Just wanna help you share your everything and care about you but it's ok if you don't want to say it to me .. there are others who you share it with i think .. it's ok as long as you're happy :)
Well tomorrow going buy clothes with noob ~ Hope can buy dao some nice clothes and shut my mum and aunts up :x if not confirm kena flame by them dao GG ~ haha and once again thanks noob for pei-ing me go :x
Shall post again tomorrow ~ become like daily habit liao LOL ~ and
NOOB THIS POST IS VERY LONG LEH RIGHT?!! :D haha i improved :x
Posted at 8:18 PM
Monday, January 9, 2012
Don't so selfish can? don't just think of yourself god damn you -.-
Spare a thought for others too fucker -.-
We are also humans not just you -.-
Only your feelings and emotion needs to be cared and not ours?
who the fking hell do you think you are? god? FUCK OFF -.-
Don't so selfish and come bother me with your stuff dude -.-
Not only your stuff important -.-
Posted at 11:09 PM
Building up
Even if im quiet and never say anything .. don't think i'm an idiot who takes in everything and just shut up and just accept it -.-
God damn fucking you i don't damn you -.- i guess i'm a very good actor ehh? i hide my feelings very well i guess? since u don't get the damn god fucking point?
You wait uh you wait .. 1 day when i fucking exploded don't blame me you this bloody fucker .. you better wish i don't cause you confirm fucking regret it ..
Like i said i'm just bearing with it .. you try a few more times you see what you get arh .. my tolerance will just be able to stop it for just a few more times ..
Don't just look at the surface .. inside is just a volcano going to erupt .. i guess i'm being too kind uh kind dao you think you can bully? seriously you don't know what you are messing with .. you don't know WHO you are messing with bloody fucker ..
I'm just bearing with it for the sake of not making thing worse ..
BUT don't take it for granted uh and of coz i'm not talking about you :)
Well ranting for so long while typing this and i'm still not over the fucking anger that i had .. seriously ARGH !!!!!!
I confirm get depression soon one of this days everything i have is just building inside me and have no where to escape from .. confirm will become mad if i continue on ..
Posted at 10:46 PM
Why Worth? :x
Noob arh Noob you are just worth it o.0 but if you wan reasons ~ Hmmmmmm Here it goes
- The way you are
- my life get brightened up because of you
- Your smiles, your laughter, your everything? lol
- Main thing is just YOU :)
Getting abit out of point so yea stop the reasons
Well don't say about whys le cause there are tons of reasons just now able to be expressed in words
Don't say your not worth and ask me not to waste it :)
Anyway you this noob ps me go beach 1st ... tsk
BZD really is buey zhi dong arh lol well not 1st time hearing such things but really cannot stand the actions of him sometimes o.0 break up le still like this aiyo irritating + disgusting :x
Moving on seriously nothing to type le sia how do you fill up 200 words anyway
Well i will write again tomorrow :)
and morale of this post = you are just worth it , reasons plenty so no need ask why :) ok?
Posted at 8:55 AM
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Life sucks ~ yup it does ~
But still will be there to back u up :)
Even if everyone abandon you rest assured i won't
Will be waiting for you
Pray your new shoes nothing happens to it :)
Sorry if i'm a nuisance to you .. sorry
Wants to share your matters, burden , pain and suffering ..
Hope to see you be cheerful and happy again ..
Totally miss that self of yours
Wants to see it back soon :)
Your snile is everything to me :)
Even if you have to return by his side it's ok as long as you're happy it's fine :) That's all that matters and nothing else :)
Totally used to that :)
Posted at 5:06 PM
Thursday, January 5, 2012
When When When ?
When will i see you everyday?
When will i send you home everyday?
When will we be together?
When will we hold hands?
Hmm i wonder when ? haha
This tiny wish of mine :)
When will it come true? Please do :(
My feelings for you are true :)
For they won't change even if the world ends :)
I ... you should know what i want to say :)
Posted at 7:29 PM
