Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Gonna explode soon enough or wait or i'm already exploded lol ..
Seriously someone just stab me? kill me?
Should have just gone and get killed in malaysia just now lol
Living feel like torture to me .. Don't know what i'm living for totally ..
The feeling that are torturing me .. i don even know where they come from ..
The anger .. The sadness .. The everything ..
Like all feeling inside me are being experienced at the same time damn pain ..
Argh .. What in the world am i being like this sia ..
TOTALLY NO REASON AND FOR ME TO BE LIKE THIS AND I'M LIKE THAT ..
ARGH JUST ******* KILL ME LA
Posted at 11:40 PM
JAJANG !!! ~~ TSK Nice ma?!! ^^ Haha :D Hope you like it arh NOOB !! ^^ Do use it? haha !! Just hope you like it can le !! ^^ Kz as for more info ~ Read the post i blogged ba ^^ Just below nia haha !! KK ~~ ^^
Posted at 9:57 PM
Your smile shines the brightest of the all ^^
Ok ~~~ I'm back from malaysia ~~ HAHA ^^ everything went well haha :) ok ~ i ate this sooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice haha !!
K next we booked tickets for the movie then since still got alot of time left before movie went to shop around sooooooooooooooooo i wanted to buy something for the NOOB tsk !! well wherever i go ~ or when she's always weighing on my mind ^^ so yea looked for something to buy for her and then i found a shop :P
At first wanted to buy a purse for her but i didn't changed enough malaysia money for it tsk !!! and well its a HELLO KITTY purse ~~~~ tsk !!!
Then i saw sales of backpack bag then i remember the noob say she want to buy a backpack bag so i went to look around there are SOOOOO many kinds tsk till i DON'T KNOW what she will like tsk !!
I will go back this few days so if u want de hua i can help you look and buy for you de arh noob later tell me arh ~~~ kk? ^^ haha
SOOOOOO I continued to look around and i finally decided on what to buy for the noob ~~ won't say 1st HAHA !! TSK !! BUT WELL ~ u confirm already saw the picture cause i will be posting it above this post sooooooooooooo you confirm know le so i seem like an idiot talking like this !!! TSK
And yea ~ Noob arh i hope u will like it? haha ^^ hope u wont don like it? :x it may not be as well idk as good as that bracelet ba but the thought that counts? LOL :P
idk though ~ since u like HELLO KITTY soooooooo i bought this for you? ^^
LOL sia talking about this can fill up so many words so i guess this is gonna be a long post !! ^^
I promise i will buy a HELLO KITTY purse for you ^^ if u want one? ^^ haha and i hope you will use what i bought for you today ~~ ^^ TSK SEE i so good !!! Go Malaysia also got think of you and buy things for you !! TSK !!!
K la ~ i buy this for you also not to brag i'm good or what :) just wanna cheer you up and idk :)
Sooooo ~ Moving on with the story of the trip ~ I saw finish the movie ate dinner and take bus went home LOL !! Nice summary by me ^^ HAHA :P
Hope you can help fun with seet going out tomorrow and enjoy ^^ haha
Your happiness most important ^^
Kz see i everyday got post then when can remove the 23:59 thing neh noob?! TSK !
Time go post the picture in the next post ~~
Annyeong !! :D
Posted at 9:43 PM
Tuesday, February 28, 2012
K time to blog ~ As i don't kinda want the 23:59 thing to happen again :x lol so i guess i must be more hardworking abit arh ~ LOL
Eyes are tired from the continuous playing of games today lol whole day play games never even sleep much :P
Argh just sneeze wonder who cursed me ~ Oh well tomorrow need go sch to settle some attachment stuff which is like SOOOOOOOOOO MAFAN tsk !! then after that i'm off to malaysia haha ~~ ^^
First time going though ever since i became sensible i guess? :x unless i'm well still not sensible la !
But i don't know why i just have a bad feeling hmmmmm never mind .. at most perished or something in malaysia ? lol well it's ok ~ haha
What must come will come i admit to fate ~ haha Hmmm seriously my life at home like boring only make me have nothing to even to type to update at all ! tsk oh well ~ going take some malaysia money from dad ba :x lol or should i exchange my own tomorrow? :x
Anyway tomorrow the malaysia trips even my parents also won't know since i will be back home early ba if i do make it back to singapore in one piece? haha if not well too bad? haha
Hmmmmmmmmm got a feeling will get scolded or something ~ but well i don't know :x just don't want to stay home ba :x haha no one ask me out ~ no one to go out with also ~ sad ~ :(
ARGH !!! WHY LEG SO ITCHY !! HANDS ALSO SO ITCHY !!! OMG !!! :(
Well guess tomorrow afternoon onwards till night will not be contactable ba haha since i'm gonna off my phone :x but it's ok since no one will contact also !! haha silent phone ~~ Hope everything goes well tomorrow ^^
Countdown : 5 more days ~
Well hope i can spend it well and meaningfully ~ ^^
Today was wasted day totally wasted lol tomorrow will be better !! ^^
Kz ~ Time to update tomorrow ~ haha with malaysia updates ba :)
Hope it will be longer as i realise today de VERY SHORT !! LOL
Annyeong !! ~
Posted at 9:42 PM
Monday, February 27, 2012
Finally ended ~
K shall blog since i don't wanna get ignored by noob again :x this punishment is the worse lor :(
Anyway today is the last paper yay ~ ok don need high myself ~ nw exams end nothing to do liao but next monday jiu attachment BORING ~~~~
No exams boring get exams got things do jiu stress and sian !! walao ~~~~ tsk !!
Hmm shall go malaysia on wed ba haha need smuggle go parents don allow wts ~~~ opps **** *** **** ok ~
Holidays ~ huat arh ~ bored LOL scared of results sian ~ forget it party 1st results erm don't care for now !! HAHA ~
Sian the noob is still nt toking to me :( well my fault ba ~ serve me right hmmm ok today the paper don't know easy or hard but ok ba lol
Now playing drawing game realise my drawing cui like LOL ~ :x
Hmmm should reflect ba ~ Never blog tio noob like that should reflect should reflect on the errors !! OK ~ 2 words !! MY FAULT !!
Last 2 days really nothing to blog lol unless i blog about what i study !! :x
I feel like what i'm writing today like boring only like no substance de TSK
Oh ya ~ cut hair liao ~ like no cut leh :x like no difference de :(
Wonder how to spend my this week of holidays before attachment haha hmmm shall plan ~ shall plan ~ ^^ don't wanna waste it haha since i only got like 6 days of holidays :(
Wonder what's the noob doing ~ Wonder where she is ~ Wonder she happy or nt ~ haha ~ i'm still under punishment period don't even dare sms her :( !! tsk don't know she will reply or not also :( haiz ~ wait for it to over ba ~~~ have to endure like 7 hours 13 minutes more ~~ HAIZ :( soooooooooooooooooooo long !! tsk
ok i guess i can go game dao i doze off and siao liao ^^ play dao die ~~~ weeeee ~~
K short post ba ~ BUT BUT i got write tsk !! squeeze out everything liao !! forgive me le kk? ^^ haha that's all ~
Next time blog again ~ PROBABLY SOON :P haha !!
Posted at 4:35 PM
Friday, February 24, 2012
It's been awhile ~~ i guess sooner or later i don blog i'm gonna get nagged LOL
let's start from yesterday ~ Well it's abit fail of me if you till now still don't believe my words :( HAHA BUT one day u will definitely know i never lie to you de from the past up till now and into the future ^^
Oh my i really don't want talk abt yesterday :x MATHS !!! **** *** since i promised the noob i type also wont say le !! and **** *** the teacher who set it !! WHAT KIND OF PAPER IS THIS?! NEVER EVEN TEACH !! YOU TEACH KOREA U TEST FRENCH?! AND YOU EXPECT US TO PASS?!! **** *** **** !!!!
OK !! enough ranting thinking about it just FIRES ME UP !! ~ FORGET YESTERDAY !! *THROWS AWAY*
Next !! ok today at first was going to find out company but in the end gave up ~ lazy haha !! far leh :x sooooooooo went around do this do that play this play that ~ OH YA SORRY noob not letting you follow LOL :x
Then went driving centre book FTT then at first not going find NOOB BUT then ~~~~ due to SOME reasons still went to find her in the end ^^ haha !! ^^
BUT THEN !!!!! WHEN I SAW HER !!!!! SHE TOLD ME THE FOLLOWING SENTENCE : 'don't want buy liao nothing nice' AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
LOL *sighs* i'm SPEECHLESS ~~ :x what happened next made me even more speechless ..
Noob say got a girl stare her i turn and saw a secondary school girl then that girl thought noob stare her :x well really if she wasn't so short and a secondary school kid + shes a girl i confirm won't allow her to do what she did seriously !! tsk walao clown nia ~
anyway hmm MY LOGIC = BEST LOL im ABIT and ABIT ONLY bhb when i say this but real la haha !! ^^ tsk !!
Perverts stay away la !! WALAO NOW SO MANY EVEN MY BRAIN CANNOT TAKE IT !!! TSK **** *** Well i really did what i promise leh noob !! tsk !!
AND I WILL MAKE CASE CLEAN DE !! TSK !!
Choosing DP for noob now ~~~ ^^ STRESS WORK !! TSK BUT ENJOYABLE !!! ^^ haha !!
K blog again SOON !! ^^
Posted at 9:18 PM
Monday, February 20, 2012
Seriously im a stupid and useless person HAHA i might have found out long time ago but maybe just keep it out of my head nia :x and today has just proved it all ^^
I feel that i should just die off :x I don't see a future for myself like no future also haha im just wasting my parents money and time haiz ..
The earlier i die the better :x don't want waste my parents de money on school, my expenses liao really it's just wasteful keeping me alive :x HAHA
Therefore i have decided ~ if i do fail this paper and forward i straight away go die LOL
Seriously see nothing ahead of my life just wasting my own life haiz i don't wanna disappoint people anymore especially my parents haiz
What i decided might change ba or might not .. im just too depressed and disappointed with myself .. haiz .. useless fellow ..
Nothing to cling onto this life also haha just feel so sorry for myself :)
K i will stop depress for now and enjoy the days till the results are out before deciding and action :) what a depressing post seriously lol
Posted at 5:24 PM
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Hmmm kinda no mood now :x seeing noob like that really breaks my heart and feel so sad .. keep seeing that she wanna cry just makes me feel so much much pain haiz .. i rather take all the pain and sufferings from her .. really do .. just be cheerful and happy and that's enough for me :)
Share all you sadness, troubles, worries, happiness just everything with mi noob :) everything ~ i really wan to share them with you .. you are not alone :) u still have me and also others arh :) don keep it to yourself k? :) share everything with me .. im always here for you de :) won't go away no matter what de :) let them all out i will be your listening ear and everything :) i won't just say i will do it :) everyone also can say but i will do and prove it to you :)
Wanted to type more above but as i write i forget again maybe because still sick haha sick still badminton 4 hours today ~~ kk im pro (Y)
Well ~ i saw someone who looked like noob de sis in school today was staring at her then she suddenly glared at me OMG i was so shocked :x maybe she think i looking at her or something i only look coz look almost same ma tsktsktsk pattern also abit same arh now that i think about :x
The 4 hours of badminton really making me tired tomorrow CONFIRM here pain there pain everywhere pain LOL damn sian report do halfway friend send me ppt slides then crashed everything LOL make me redo everything :(
K ~ Back to yesterday SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PISSED OFFFFFFFFFFFFF !!!! :( MY 8 MARKS !!!! ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THINK ABOUT JIU WAN TO JUMP !!!!!! ~!@#%$#@!@#@ :(
forget it !!! PASSED LIAO AND I CAN DO NOTHING ABOUT IT HAIZ !! :(
tsk guess i'm kinda tired going sleep soon presentation tomorrow at 8 somemore walao ~~ thn gting backs paper for test also half class failed GG sia -.-
K ~ i'm off ~ eyes like wan close liao but something just keep pop out in my head n heart mind everywhere that's you :) Please stop crying le i know it's hard and cannot control but try and cheer up also :) please kk? :)
Damn short post sia :x later kena say again tsktsk
Well shall add on abit :x didnt went out 2day :) cause there is only one person i want to go out with and no1 else :) but the person don't want haha its ok i understand ~ your mood not good oso x k i add 2 sentence also shuang LOL haha
Posted at 9:29 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2012
LONG POSTS !! ~
This post will definitely be long lol cause gonna start it with some lyrics of a song ~ of coz edited by me abit ~ which so called reflects on what i think :D
I’m breaking down ~
I am screaming out ~
My time is running out ~
What do I do now
Oh ~ give up? definitely not ~ Or stand up? I do know. I wanna break the spell now ~
I’m drowning now ~
The screams.. are almost like a moon that forget to shine ~
Somewhere lady, look and smile at me ~ Yeah -
I’m searching where you are ~
Oh shining down on me from where you are ~
I’ll always be right there, always’ll be right there ~
I’m searching where you are ~
Can you see what I need is where you are ~
I’ll always be right there, always’ll be right there ~
You know when I can be where you are ~
Only then I willl shine bright ~
I’m tumbling down ~
I’m falling apart ~
My time is running out ~
What do I do now Oh, give up? Never ~ Or stand up? I of course know ~
I wanna break the spell now ~
I’m falling.. I’m losing myself ~
I’ll bring my shivering hand to the place that the sun lights up ~
Somewhere lady, look and smile at me. Yeah-
Even if this twisted world is veiled under the sky Like a bird..
I will be searching where you are right now until we fly high!!
I’m searching where you are ~
Oh, shining down on me from where you are ~
I’ll always be right there, baby, always’ll be right there ~
I’m searching where you are ~
Can you see all what I need is where you are ~
I’ll always be right there, always’ll be right there ~
You know when I can be where you are
Only then will i be only able to shine it right and bright ~
Ok ~ The lyrics were quite long but i did try to make it short :x
haha ok next monday will be 1st exam liao in the midst of studying but tired dao wan sleep liao still left alot though LOL :x but after monday next paper is 1 week later :x which is alot of time la HAHA
well the lyrics are really long la cause normally by this length i already finish typing but now i just started nia haha ~
K ~
Dear ants, take it as i beg u ~ Please stay away from the noob AS FAR AS POSSIBLE ~ really la she cannot take it le la PLEASE ~~ Do stay away ~ come find me then thought i hate you as much but better than keep going to her ~ COME ~~~
Sincerely Me
Hmm what's next ahh oh yea ~ that noob really is noob sia ~~ need buy formal also can forget ~~ tsktsk need me remind then can remember ~~ tsk think yourself ~ you think got hope ma blur sotong? or GG already? tsk
Well pervertic people are everywhere -.- so suey of you too keep kena them sia .. well delete them la ~~ tsk si bei bian tai ~ say dao like that tsktsk photos too nice le la ~ i agree though photos nice ~ LOL and i do agree with what he say also :x tsk BUT I AM NOT A PERVERTIC 100% not !!
Ahh ok i type dao forget what i want to type next -.- fail sia erm sua skip think of other stuff to write erm cannot think of anything la .. wts ~~ i did promise that i will type long de sia ~~ HMMMMMM ~
Erm you want eat sushi go eat la ~~ tsktsk i pei u go eat ~~ want see also LOL muffins buy for you la ~~ BUT u say u know the person well and erm ALOT of flavors hor HMMMMMM so u buy urself thn TSK !!
Well im kinda sorry noob that i keep never update till today :x reasons ~~ very simple de la :x LAZY ~ TIRED ~ ERM NO TIME YEEA ~ THTS ALL :D
Well remember something ~ Every single day ~~ got people irritate you de sia especially him ~ tsk dc him la hes very jialat de lor ~~ Hope your filming goes well tomorrow (confirm) and buy dao nice de formals arh ~
EVERYDAY PLEASE BE HAPPY AND CHEERFUL ~~~ CHEER UP ~~~ PLEASE ~~~ THANKS !!!!
Well kinda sad la ~~ you jio HIM out just now LOL :x never mind you happy jiu hao .. haiz ... somemore laugh till want stomach burst sia ... good for you then ... haiz ...... go out such a long time also ..... haiz ...... never mind ~~ LOL
Hmm shit i forget what i want type again -.- LOL ~~ k la this post should be very long le right? confirm need more than 1 minute to read finish de !! Up to your satisfactory ma?! TSKTSK !!
Jiayou with your work arh ~~ you can do it de ~~ :D i shall study + drama now !! :D
TOMORROW SHALL BLOG AGAIN I THINK ~~~~ haha ~
Posted at 11:01 PM
Saturday, February 4, 2012
tired
Hmm im some sort of being FORCED to write this post nah wait THREATENED is a better word so i shall blog then ~ can't be a very decent post when 80% of brain already in dreamland LOL ~
Have no idea what to blog though this few days have been busy with the polymer night yesterday went well i guess except maybe the yu sheng anyhow fly part fly dao my whole shirt pants face specs but the rest were all fine i guess? haha
Somemore i don't know why i'm so tired today lol already over 12am le sia today whole day eyes keep wan close
well went out with bai nian today with noob to erm teacher 'doraemon' house had well i managed to survive 2 hours LOL i'm so good ~ well i must be sleepy dao ask noob help keep ang bao forget take play dao forget ~ genius ~
aiyo i wonder how to make this post long long sia
ahh went to take dvd shall watch tomorrow ~
don't know if noob coming or not ~ oh well ~
TSK I BUEY TAHAN LIAO ! 2MORO LONG POST !! TODAY END HERE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TSK DON SCOLD MI !! I TRIED MY BEST TSK !! SHORT AND SWEET POST !! LOL :D
Posted at 11:52 PM
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
Chasing an impossible dream ? nah :) one day it will come true :) i believe in that day :)
Be it 2 years ~ 5 ~ 10 ~ 20 ~ :)
That decision doesn't seem to change :)
Stupid and Stubborn both start with S but Sacrificing also arh but is not a bad thing LOL :) stop feeling guilty ~ it's not worth it :) just be happy :)
Posted at 1:18 AM